March 20, 2006
had a revelation while thinking about my driving lessons.
actually, technology in no ways help us overcome the whole of nature.technology overcomes part of nature with the assistance of the other part of nature.
sounds cheem huh. it's from the intellectual michelle that's why :D
what i meant is that we will by no ways be able to break out of nature. it may seem like we've won nature by overcoming the law of gravity with airplanes and spacecrafts, but in actual fact, we've made use of nature's other laws to assist us in that. what we've merely overcome is the limitation that we've once put on ourselves.
no doubt we'll one day break all that humans limitations with the advancement of technologies and finally arrive at a place of no limitations because we'll definitely be able to make use of other laws of nature - be it physics, chemistry or biology - to help us overcome any oncoming problems. i guess that's how God works miracles. if im not wrong.. A.R. Bernard mentioned something like that as well. without defying the laws of nature He set, God is able to make use of other laws to achieve the physical miracles he requires. what an amazing God.
i guess in a same way it applies to the spirit. no matter how much we try to overcome and escape from God, we'll always be trapped by His presence because are bound by the environment of Him. we may try to overcome Him in our heart.. yet we are trying to overcome Him with something that has an natural disposition or inclination towards the very exact person they're trying to reject - God!
there's no point.
Michelle called at
11:12 AM
March 11, 2006
i've been thinking a little recently. it's rather amazing that i have time to occupy my little brain with such thoughts when im unusually busy this week.
thought of my friend C. i've never tried using alphabets to replace the names of any of the people i mention.. it's just kinda weird. so anyway, things dont seem to going on very well with her. superficially shes fine. but i know her problems through n through. just 3 months ago, i was the one down at that pit - thing were just crazily bad last year, i must haf gotten out of bed on the wrong side on 1jan05 thats why - and she was high and exalted. now.. i'm doing well, yet she has deteoriated. i somewhat can feel the pain that sarah prob felt towards me, and perhaps more.
darling, please give it up. please dont hurt everyone anymore. and please dont hurt yourself anymore.
Michelle called at
7:51 PM
March 10, 2006
i've been, uncomprehenably, having rather racist thoughts. despite the temptations to pen them down, i'll not succumb to it. i don't wanna blog my next entry behind the bars, having cellgroup in a real cell.
life has been hectic. meeting up with a lot of new friends. it's just amazingly tiring. i've been having dinner out for the past 3 days (and many more consecutive days to go).not only is my wallet suffering,my waist is going to have major problems.i better start my crunches asap.
there's just so much things to do.and things just suddenly get so confusing.now i understand why are bk's replies extremely concise.there are simply too many stuff to reply to.nevertheles..i still try my best to reply in a "im-not-too-busy-to-ignore-you" tone when i'm actually in the "im-too-messed-up-and-too-busy-to-talk-to-you" mode.
all i can say is.. it requires extreme faithfulness to be a GOOD leader.
anyone can be a leader.the point is who is he leading (people, animals or just the air behind him) and how well is he leading.[if you wanna quote this, attribute it to the greatest philospher alive - michelle pay :D]
Michelle called at
1:12 PM
March 1, 2006
anyone notice that some blogs are utter nonsensical?
and i don't even mean they blog funny stuff. they simply post.. uninteresting and boring stuff.
amazing.