September 30, 2003
mugging english.sounds weird.but ya.doing the "1100 words you need to know".confused between replete and steeped.so many stuff that seemed the same.plethora wad?
Michelle called at
10:50 AM
September 29, 2003
just arrived.its raining rain and rain.dont stone me.its a for real.i mean..i dont see cats and dogs raining down wads.haha.its so heavy that i was screaming and running across the road.obviously without an umbrella.i doubt anyone heard me since the "cats and dogs" are so loud.haha.i was wetter than chicken in soup (quick.guess the chinese idiom).haha.i tink im getting too lame.
had a retarded sex talk today.it was the lamest ever alive k.the guy actually said "sex is for babies".man!i think they should learn to rephrase.totally gross.but the video we watch was zai.the woman was so freaking fluent and forceful.very funny also.ah.i think its rather redundant for me.like im going to have premarital sex.haha.
its going to b a crap week.should i just skip sch tomorrow?its just reflection.i have my mirror to assist me anyway.i might wanna go just for the vj talk.but vj really just remind me too much of victoria and ching hong lah.the pact they made before they scolded each other jerks and b**ch.not sure if ch scolded vic that la.just presumption.haha.
oh.something i felt dam mean.theres going to b a rj talk on friday and only 4/1 and 4/2 are invited.THATS DAM MEAN!its not as if the people frm other classes cant get in lor.its just so so so so so mean.wadseva man teachers.
laoshi said i grasp the main point for the zuowen.im so proud.but she added that my wenbi was terrible.wadseva man.so wad should i do?improve my calligraphy?haha.ah.i really gotta write more compos and let my mummy check.why her chinese so zai and mines like crap?so unfair.argh.
i realised im rather dependent of chinese.eg.during forbidden city i had to keep staring at the chinese subtitles esp during songs when the people go from super high to super low.haha.forever cant catch the words.is that evident that im chinese?shesh.
anyway.i think i should join pauline's social studies fan club.after that she had like 40 when she failed mid years with me.haha.must join and support her chairmanship too.haha!
ah.wad am i doing here?im supposed to be off the comp for the whole week.physics.SIGH!
Michelle called at
3:11 PM
September 28, 2003
have limited time cos mei wants to watch her taiwanese show.thank god ours is unlimited access.if not dad wud b broke.
my feet r hurting.its the heels.must stop wearing heels and wear flats instead.afterall it doesnt make a diff if i wear heels or flats.im still shorter.haha.thats y i qualify to b the elf!(bk.u too k)
mummy bought something from daniel yam for granddad's dinner.im shocked that she spent so much.haha.that means i can get a gown frm there too.mayb it can double as my grad nite gown.haha.she got a nice shawl too.it looks cool.but the price dont match.its like 60+.madness.
anyway.me n sally came up with something super lame.haha.cos i kept mistaking daniel yam as david yam.dunno y lah.so sally was like "no. shouldnt b david yam.should b david taro." something please just die from lameness.haha.freaking lame lahz.
today's sermon was zai.antioch church.discipleship.must change my attitude.today's praise was madness too.haha.super good.i nearly died from fatigue.manz.must train up my stamina.mayb it helps by jumping to praise songs.hahaha.the worship songs really struck me hard.esp during tis confusion period.haha.
mugging starts punctually tomorrow.
i only want to be where you are
holy holy is the lord
king of glory forever
saviour of the world
-i need you here
you are why i sing
you are why i live
everything of me
i lay at your feet
you are why i love
you are why i give
everything of me
belongs to you
-you are why-
lord you are always here with me
there is no changing god in thee
you are the same yesterdae n today n forevermore
here on your promises i stand
you hold my future in your hand
my solid rock
almighty god i worship you
through the day
through the night
i know you're always by my side
-lord you are always here with me-
Michelle called at
9:13 PM
ive finally finished my mugging plans.it will start tomorrow.i still b at full speed from tomorrow onwards.
Michelle called at
7:28 AM
ive settled it all out.im going to stop.everything that will bring that feeling back.
louisa.you cheated me of my feelings again!ahhh!
Michelle called at
7:24 AM
September 27, 2003
im so depressed.im seriously down.everything is bout him.from yesterdae's concert to today's forbidden city and east coast park.everything he said just kept floating back to mind.
"what are you thinking bout now?" "can't those people see that this is a path for people n not for people to cycle or blade on?" "you are so mean." "your hair is tickling me.stop it." "i like the smell of your hair"
you should know who you are if you are reading tis dearie.
it sux.it just keep coming back.i so feel like crying now.everything reminds me of him.its like last year when he gave his reply.i cried for nights.its the first time i cried for a guy excluding my dad.it was the most terrible period.i can feel energy just sucked out of me.he had already explain his reply and i had thought i had forgiven him.mayb i thought i had because i wasnt then in such a foul mood.but today when i was walking at east coast park i felt like just killing him.i rather not have him in existence.mayb my mind wont b in such turmoil.
this was something i typed in my phone to record down my feelings at that time:
"an sms interrupted my thoughts.i opened it and wanted so much to see that name above.it obviously wasnt.was just a stupid message from someone else saying that he has a lot of free time.do i look like i care?i wanted not your sms.just seeing his name would comfort my heart a great deal.i suddenly wondered.is this infatuation or love?lust or love?plain desperation or love?i really need to know the answer.do i want him just because im afraid to lose him to some other girl?or isit because i really love him.god,can you give me the answer."
i kept thinking throughout the whole trip home that these thoughts were wrong.it ought not be there.its just a barrier i need to cross.if i really loved him and he do to me we would be able to survive the coming 2 years.pastor..i really need counselling now.i really feel like just telling pastor.but i know too well the stereotypic answer.afterall i have dispensed the same advice to countless people.its always easier to say than to do.
i think i really love you.i feel like hearing your voice all the time.i feel like reading your sms every moment.i wanna meet you at every possible moment.
sms or call me as an indication that you read this.if not i might take extreme measures like delete your nos. and never be in contact with you..ever again.im that desperate for a way now.
i have edited this post to protect your identity.
Michelle called at
7:56 PM
went 4 yuyi's concert last nite.it was zai.there was tis freaking good pianist who played like he was going to rip the piano apart.mayb he would love the piano too much to do that lah.but hes really really good.yeps.
when i was sitting there watching them play just thought of a lot of stuff.actually i didnt really put my mind to technically think bout them..they just simply flashed my mind.old days with yuyi (it was terribly sweet.aw).wanting to join snyo.and the latter just led me to think of adelyn n everyone knows who.haha.tsk.scary.but i was really thinking bout the old days the whole night.wonder what would have happened if i wasnt on a vow.tsk.
anyway.the stupid taxi driver took a real long time.or mayb its my fault too.never thought i would b mercs cab.i lost the car plate no. wads.so no my fault.haha.i think yuyi is getting blind though.saw him peering over the railing probably to look for me.haha.(i said probably.he might b looking 4 his gf.haha)time to get a pair of new specs boy.gave him a white rose but he never thought it was white.his idea of white is his shirt colour.wadeva man.he actually thought i was yellow of green.dearie..have you ever bought roses in your life?or are you forever stufck with broccoli? haha.thats an insider joke.i think my cousin would understand too.haha.
so many ij gers were there.i was totally amazed.ij gers had such high musical inclination.haha.but ij gers r always ij gers lah.spoke n laughed super loudly before going shhhh and laughed even louder.haha.whole bunch of kids younger den me.tsk.
the angmohs there were quite shuai anyway.hahahaha.there was this guy who was so tall and had really well defined features.tsk tsk tsk.
kinda organized my life for the month to come.lots of mugging.but i have been smart enough to set the weekends apart.no studying on weekends.haha.but still have a lot more to add into the organizing stuff since i dumped everything halfway and rushed to nus (and i was still late.freaks man.)
watching forbidden city in the afternoon.mum kept grumbling bout how ex the tickets are.but i think it would b worth the price.i guess.haha.my dad is so sweet *everyone says awww*.he bought 4 tickets each at bout 81 cows (thats before discount) for me jo mei n ting.so sweet rites?!daddy we love you.haha.
Michelle called at
7:09 AM
September 26, 2003
my granny just gave me a cross pendant.love her so much.its plain n nice.haha.actualy she asked me if i wanted a diamond studded one.but i told her it was ok.
luckili she didnt get me a crucifix.she got my cousin one.haha.i would haf chucked it somewhere else if she did.
ah.i love her so much.*muaks*.
gotta go reorganize my life now.
Michelle called at
4:09 PM
today's a maths was totally horrendous.felt my heart sank so low the moment mdm tang said pens down.argh.i should i haf did more practices.its all my fault.
im going to organise my study plan.im going to get 6.
Michelle called at
3:58 PM
September 25, 2003
man.chinese was bad.everything was bad.freak.mayb its my fault that i didnt mug enough.sighs.lao shi said there r very little passes for the letter writing.sighs.i better pass.if i not i really must work at kfc for 1st 3 months.sighs!
anyway.was reading tis article in newsweek.haha.yes yes.i read the newsweek.im intellectual kz?haha.dont puke.just read.
okie.back to the article.it was bout tis person who wrote tis short story of bout 6000+ words.(short story?then wads my compo?mini story?haha.)and guess how is she going to publish it?haha.i know u dont know.but nevermind.shes going to publish it on people.shes tattooing one word on each person.so cool rite?theres tis girl featured who has the word "if" tattooed already.ahh.i tink i wont mind joining if :
1) i was in america.
2) tattooing doesnt hurt
ya.its not like some super big problems anyway.okie.mayb the 2nd one is a big barrier.im scared of pain.ahh.haha.but its quite cool.esp what the author said "mayb one day they will meet and form sentences i never wrote".haha.so cool rite?hahaha.
i like to marvel in such stuff.sentences with layers and layers and layers knowledge under them.mayb thats y i love the bible.*muaks my bible*.hahaha.yay.
Michelle called at
11:05 AM
September 24, 2003
hadnt blogged for a long time.guess i kinda lost the excitement used to haf for blogging.haha.sounds lame.but nevermind
my teeth r hurting.tightened it today.changed to purple.think it rox.haha.
chemistry totally sux.its so freaking difficult.i gave the lamest answers i can ever think of for the questions.man.i think shes going to die frm marking my paper.mayb she will laugh so heart they will haf to send her to the hospital.ok.thats lame enough.haha.should just stop.
anyway.watched tis "debating" show in the aftnn with the motion "are singaporeans giving?".kinda meant whether we r a giving society.totally disagree.i mean..u can tell frm all the "agreeing" people..they gave super lame answers just to cover up their tracks of not volunteering and stuff.their only mindset of giving is financially.how superficial.dont they know if they really want to do something..they will do what ever they can to do it?no time is just a super lame excuse.freak.just trying to save their face.
ah.hate it when i think this much.argh.chinese tomorrow.i suck in chinese.
Michelle called at
6:59 PM
September 20, 2003
okie.i haf 5 mins.gotta hurry.
had amaths today.completely gave up a 4 mark q.argh.sux.went to town with sal huili n fion.nothing interesting.just tt those stupid pple tried to make me act as bad guy to get an exchange 4 fiona.anyway.sal bought a really nice stussy bag.i would haf bought it if i had the money.haha.actually thats isnt very true since it was sal who spotted.
anyway.we caught daniel redhanded!muahahaha.he was on a date wif his gf.he tried to call us to explain but the girl went "hurry back to bed daniel".SO LAME!haha.pastor..daniel needs counselling.
the message today was good.yar.evangelism.we keep thinking bout the world out there n neglecting stuff around us.the o levellers thought of organising a mugging session.haha.can recruit all the muggers.yay.they wanted to do pulau ubin as an evangelism event too.cool rites?
had dinner with pst sal christine lk sean blah blah blah.ya.tons of pple la.ate ban mian.i totally couldnt finish it.they were like "michelle.i think u can get a refund for all u r eating".oke.they didnt exactly said tt.i merely summarised it all up.they were teasing me all the way bout my height also.that kwanie la.so irritating.
after dinner mi sal sean shaun *laughs* n darryl wasted our time at j8.we spent like centuries getting a pathetic notebook.anyway.there was these 2 zai christian books at life bookshop tt me n sean fell in love with.ya.anyone wanna bless us?just contact me n i will give u the chance.*laughs*after tt we went after around..went watson n guardian n bodyshop.
it was madness at guardian.i was so tired i sat there at this column thingy right infront of the condoms.den it was quite farnee cos there was this one labelled jeans.den sean was also laughing at it.so i took n read the descriptions lah.it was all so lame.
jeans - gentle lubrication *wad?*
featherlite - ultra thin for extra sensation *weirdo*
haha.so weird.the guy in charged was like staring at us.hello..we r just some curious kids lah can?haha.sean saes i need counselling too.wadeva
weirdo day.all girls wear white 2ml.=)
Michelle called at
10:09 PM
September 18, 2003
had bio 2dae.not bad.could regurgitate everything.it was relatively easy.quite surprised
had a thunderstorm today.so scary.the rain was super heavy.reminded me of the phy pract day esp when i walked over the st mikes canteen.haha.these 2 retarded girls ran pass me n splashed water on me.stupid.a lot of pple were screaming n stuffing their fingers into their ears too.it doesnt work lorz.so lame.
Michelle called at
1:36 PM
September 16, 2003
chem pract.everyone fell for the trick bout the element in the anion.muahahaha.smart michelle got it rite.haha.
went to mug at woodlands lib with cin weixiong dennis n alex.i tink is alex lah.cant rem his name.is tt chin li lookalike person.haha.me n cin were so awkward.so weirds.anyway..there was tis pretty shuai nj guy.haha.quite charming lahz.silly cin asked me to work towards nj for him..but hello..hes taking As liao lahz.might as well join ns rite?hahahahaha..
okie.thats lame.ah..came home and had tons of sms waiting for me.so popular sia.ego.tsk
Michelle called at
7:34 PM
September 15, 2003
anyway.did you know bk's surname is ee?haha.so ee rite?so funny.now he cannot make fun of me since hes short n has a weird surname like me.muahahaha.*effects of mugging*
Michelle called at
1:53 PM
geog is finally over.hallelujah.was so depressed over it.cried before i went to bed because of it.had so much pressure.received 4 sms to wish me good luck 4 prelims.how sweet.=) love ya guys.
god's grace is so wonderful.amen.
Michelle called at
1:32 PM
September 14, 2003
i feel depressed.im bout to cry.just the thought of geog tomorrow makes me tear.that sux.i havent even finished the book.sux.
im going to fail everyone.fail my own expectations.im going to do worse den mid years.im going to let pastor down.he is going to b so so so disappointed in him.
ive let him down throughout the 2 years i was in church.he asked me to do followup n yet i neglect them.im just such an irresponsible idiot.
Michelle called at
9:56 PM
had a freaky dream.dreamt that we had to be auditioned before we can go for the mission trips.okie.i just clipped my toenails.haha.they wereso feaking long.. even long den my nails.gross rites.that happens when u r lazy to cut them.anyway bout the dream..yarh.so scary.i even remembered pastor saying "oops" bout the consent forms.so scary.wad if im late 4 the closing date.ahhh.wad scary thoughts.
Michelle called at
6:42 AM
September 13, 2003
went to mug at the airport with sally today.rather fruitful.haha.but actually i didnt complete much lah.hardly even did 2 bio chapters.i just realised how tight my schedule wud need to be.freaks.
daddy n mummy came back early today.i thot they were supposed to b back only 2ml nite?cheated me.could haf taken a lift frm them at the airport.aiyah.wasted.
nothing much except airport trip.was quite retarded since its a pair of ij gers.haha.
Michelle called at
10:42 PM
September 12, 2003
just came back frm sentosa.so shagged.can hardly open my eyes.
was a fun dae.haha.ignored kwanie dwayne n dan's taunts to discourage me frm going for sentosa trip.that dwayne even made me treat him if i dont get 6 pts.its like a confirmed treat liaoz.dumb..
anways.haha.today we played the sars game again.boonkiat has no creativity lahz.haha.was laughed at the whole day by pastor regarding the climbing onto the platform thing.haha.so paiseh!anyways bout the game..me and sally managed to become doctors!thats our dream.haha.but sally gave a wet blanket statement (as usual) :"it can only happen in the game".haha.but its better than nothing rites....
emz.todays message was very convicting.i felt god's presence like i havent had for the past few weeks.it was so good.i really have to adjust.less slacking n day dreaming n tv.must adopt the bible-prayer-studies lifestyle.haha.it will come to pass.
ohs.haha.girls rox.thats all i can comment bout the game at sentosa.haha.WE MANAGED TO BEAT ALL THE GUYS N WIN!YAY.GIRL POWER.haha.it was rather tiring lahz.running around.i really haf very very bad stamina.had stitches after not long lorz.*tsk*.so lousy.
had dinner at the hawker centre with francis bk sally pastor n weixiong.yars.as in there were other pple lahz..just that these few of us were at the same table.haha.could hardly finish my bowl of prawn mee though i was freaking hungry before that.sally commented that i should haf bought 1/2 a bowl instead cos i was laughing at her kway teow.haha.lames.pastor was so sweet.haha.he bought amoz gajaen don pris daryl n gang (or rather that table of pple) 2 huge plates of hokkien prawn mee until their stomachs nearly burst.haha.it was only because they told pastor that they didnt had any cash left.so sweet rites?okie the sweet part exclues the bursting part lahz.
ahh!i love pastor.i love the n09ers.haha.that includes all the n109 n n209 kz?haha.yay!!!we rox.muahahaha.
okie.i must sleep early to mug the whole day 2ml.must call tt lazy sally to study too.she ah...*shakes head*
Michelle called at
10:50 PM
are we meeting at 9 or 10?dont cheat my feelings lehz.i woke up so early leh.
sentosa.sentosa sentosa.muahaha.
my parents r going manila.weird place.never ever been there before.*shrugs*.pastor..can i go indonesia?please......
Michelle called at
7:32 AM
September 11, 2003
i love pastamania.haha.i like carborana.it rox.all the cheese n bacon.yay.
Michelle called at
9:10 PM
went shopping today.it was so cool.haha.besides the shopping trip itself..i have a testimony to share also!muahahaha.
okie.shall talk bout shopping first.haha.bought lotsa stuff.actually not very much la.haha.bought 2 shorts 1 white pants (im super proud of that.shall elaborate later) 1 bag 1 hairband 1 pair of earrings n 1 halter top.haha.so shuang to go shopping.love the feeling.muahahaha.i nearly bought tt cute dpo shirt with all the nuitritional facts if not for my sister.aw well.
anyways.my testimony is bout my white pants.haha.cos i felt like getting a pair of white pants and nearly bought a pair at level 1 for 39.9.but i suddenly remembered tt the auntie cheated me for my jeans so i decided to go around far east to check out the price before deciding.haha.anyway the sad thing was nearly every shop was at 39.9.so i decided to ask my mum if it was worth it.of course my mum didnt think much of 39.9 for a pair of white pants (esp since shes quite or rather very cheapskate).well as i about to submit to the fates of buying or forgoing,i stumbled onto a shop with a pair of SUPER CHEAP white pants.haha.its like a quarter of the normal price!haha.praise the lord.the thing is i said a silent prayer to god to really bless me with the pair of pants!haha.
ya.its dam zai.the power of prayer indeed.aw well.its mid autumn festival tonite.but i cant see the moon.wait wait.i actually see 4 moons.reflections of my lamp in the mirror.before u r going to accuse me of being lame,that idea actually came from my father!i think lameness is inheritable also.haha.*lame*
Michelle called at
7:31 PM
i think im online too frequently that i dont even feel like blogging.sheesh.wads more.. nothing much happened since i stayed at home 24/7.ok.thats a little extreme.its only for the past 3 days la.
i shud b going shopping tis aftnn.haha.relax.yay.new clothes.yay.praise the lord for the blessings =)
anyway.go to fe's new blog.got the tagboard.haha.http://revulsion.blogspot.com
Michelle called at
8:22 AM
September 10, 2003
i just realised my family is more dramatic than imaginable.its just so freaking.i mean its totally beyond all the men beating women..father sexually abusing the kids or the single mother is a drunkard and does not contribute to the family's income.i haf a feeling all those r just trivia to mine.
you would hardly find a family thats full of backstabbing (thats super popular in my family),wrath (wow.cheem word.heehee) and complicated love links.okie.the last one is the lamest.i dont mean lame as in funny.i meant lame as in retarded.its no where near funny.
argh.no no.i didnt suddenly thought bout it out of no where.i merely had a whole talk in my sleep.n i dont mean tt i dreamt bout it either.my mum was just talking super loudly to my sister bout how complicated our family is.ITS JUST SO LAME!argh.
fed up.why cant we just b like a simple family.mayb it wud do better without family ties.wont all things b less complicated?arent your grannies supposed to b the sweetest creatures on earth who does nothing but bake cakes and cookies?werent they supposed to always make the best and right decisions in the times of crisis?how come i see nothing of that?y isnt my uncles like the nicest guys on earth (my real ones r total jerks in case no one realised) and forever giving me candies whenever they see me? (okie.thats kinda impossible since i supposedly see them everyday) and wait.theres my father too.have you seen a guy who wud NEVER learn from his mistakes and actually ran into 2 extra marital affairs when the first one ended up in the cemetry?even the guys in the super drama dramas u see on channel 8 or channel u would learn frm their "life's most horrendous" mistake.*roll my eyes*.to think my dad still put all the blame onto my mum.WHATEVER MAN!no wonder i haf a hatred towards men.this is what happened when u haf immatured kids having the age of a mature man.
argh.tis r all jus too lame.if i ever get married.. im going to make sure i dont live with my parents or my husband's parents.no.its not called unfilial kz?i wont want my parents or my parents-in-law to feel the pain n hurts my granny is feeling now kz?im just preventing the possible pricks.of course i doubt such dramatic stuff wud happen to me n my sister since gers r always sweeter creatures rite?haha.oh well.heck.that isnt like until 10 yrs later.
freak.i still dont dare to call pastor to ask bout the indonesia trip.hows?
anyway.louisa has relinked.in case anyone didnt realise her message on the tagboard.ya.i already changed it in my list.in case u r too dumb to go to tt linking board.. its http://screwedd.pitas.com.
Michelle called at
8:57 AM
September 9, 2003
dunno if i blogged yesterdae.im online so often tt i cant keep track.sighs.
Michelle called at
2:33 PM
September 7, 2003
had a tremendous service today.yarh.i feel quite tired.shant blog anymore.
Michelle called at
5:04 PM
September 6, 2003
oooh.i just love my new layout.except that my sister has a similar one.haha.my fault la.stole hers.but mines cooler rights?wahahahaha.
i wanna eat the snow skin mooncakes.pau asked me to go her house and get it yesterdae.but she disappeared before i could even catch her.*hmpf*.but granny brought like 5 minis for us.obviously my dad didnt eat.said he wanna go on a diet.LIKE REAL.haha.jo ate a green tea flavored one and nearly killed herself over it.tsk.i got the nice lotus one.hahahaha.persauding pau to bring it for me.yay.yay.yay.
gotta go for prayer meet later.crossing my fingers that the group wont b like only 3 pple.haha.suppose lengkie n amoz r sure to make it.note.i said suppose.but really want the prayer meet to whip up everyone's spirit larz.
Michelle called at
9:02 AM
September 5, 2003
had bio pract 2dae.totally misread a whole question.i think im getting blind.forever not reading the questions.argh.sux.
was locked up for like 5 hours.wad a waste of time since the place was booming with noise.actually it was rather quiet with only the 1st shift of people.haha.but we just squandered our time yakking away.spent most of them talking bout jc.hope everyone goes acjc together den we wont b alone.haha.tat wud b the best.
had prayer meet 2ml at dan's place.mite b the only sister there.sad.WHERE R ALL THE SISTERS?CANNOT JUST LET THE BROTHERS RISE UP AND WE FALL BACK!
Michelle called at
10:17 PM
September 4, 2003
had piano exam this morning.screwed it.totally went wrong in the first piece.2nd one wasnt that bad.just a little slips there and there.3rd one wasnt excellent either.sheesh.my hands were shaking like mad.as usual..sight reading was bad *sighs*
took the eng exams in the general office cos i had to be separated frm my peers.no no.i havent got sars.just that because i shouldnt go n like interact with them?haha.but it was nice to do my paper there.a little noisy at times.but theres air con n a comfy chair.hahaz.
Michelle called at
2:58 PM
September 3, 2003
ss sux.im so going to fail again.misinterpretated a whole question.im so going to die.dad is going to flop when he sees that i fail humanities again.i wud haf to go for social studies tution (is there such thing?argh) and i wud probably get another e8 on the report book!ahh!den my aggregate wud like double again.freaks.i shall end up in jjc again.sighs.
oh wells.its all over.cant do anything anyway.tomorrow got piano n english exam.am going to die too.saddening.was practicing the piano and got scolded for playing too loudly.HELLO!THE PIANO IS MEANT TO BE LOUD!GET ME THE SILENT PIANO LA!freaks.going to die for scales also la.i noe im not supposed to b so pessitmistic.but im unprepared la kz?
Michelle called at
6:28 PM
September 2, 2003
"bai jia er xiao jie, ke shi ge da mei ren ah!" (the second young mistress of the Pay family is very pretty [has connotation of cute n small n adorable.but wait.pigs r cute too.hahahahahaha.])
Michelle called at
5:10 PM
im upset.very very upset.it sucks that i cant even play my scales properly.im so going to fail the exam.my figures r like super weird.cant even play a simple F major scale properly.is that retarded or what?argh.sucks.ms carol is going to scream at me again.
anyway.had phy pract.it sucks.doubt i can get a1 for phy anymore.
Michelle called at
2:31 PM
September 1, 2003
actually wanted to blog last night.quite irritated with how retarded mankind can get.yesterday's news had this woman who tried to burnt herself up over her husband's unfaithfulness to her.all because of her that retarded action..the whole building went up in flames and many people perished.its so freaking sad to see how much lives are lost just because of one person's persistence.which by the way is negative.yar.i totally hate pple like that.
anyway.spent practically the whole day at amk library to study.but wasted alot of time walking around and doing rubbish.haha.not good not good.but i finished the governance chapter until civil service.haha.so supposedly only 1 more portion left.saw qi n guanyu there too.haha.the place was so freaking cold.
dont really have the energy to repeat the whole day's events.