October 31, 2005
yesterday was a fun day.not much studying but not total slacking.
service was great.robb thompson delivered a message that captured the essence of how to form worthy close relationships.intrigued me to carefully create those frienships and relationships.the maestro monopoly launch was kinda slipshod.but afterall they only had a week and there were a couple of miscommunication (i should know.my sister is the round little junior maestro monopoly).moreover,it was complicated by the lack of stereo system so a lot of information could not be projected out to our large n09ers group.
went straight home after service with the intention of studying.but ended up on the streets with my parents to finish the vouchers for Tangs that ends today (still have another 130 to clear today though).before that we went to a roadshow at oriental by mercedes.my parents tried forcing me to eat the food there cos they're afterall rather expensive.and typical kiasu singaporeans will wanna be freeloaders.even yuanshao recommended me to get some takeaways.gosh.my dad tested out a car with the engine of a sports car though.he sped through the weekend (and hence empty) cbd area to test out the engine.rather powerful i would say though the noise deducted some points from it.anyway,my dad seems really interested in getting a sports car.i'll pray and pray and pray that he would wanna get one for me next year.but as he always have said,mayb i'll just end up with a model.
tangs shopping was typical shopping.except that my pace and my mum's is diff.tangs stuff are really quite expensive and they dont look worth it,at least to me.wanted to get a leather jacket but mum commented that it's too small.actually it's just right if not for my too-padded bra.ok..this is a little sidetrack but i feel dumb buying those bras cos my prefer my unpadded beegees bra.yar.but anyway,i got my way to get a denim skirt.my scam was to insist we need to clear as much vouchers as possible.
had a dinner at night at the chinese restaurant at fullerton with my parents,my dad's subordinate, his english client and their respective wives.i was quite an oddball since im not accompanied (but technically i dont have to be since im still a kid in everyone's eye isnt it) but im sort of the bridge between the women since im the only one proficient enough to carry a conversation with the english couple.the food was great except for the hairy crab.it was a terrible.i swear that if my nails were any weaker,i would have broken all of them during the meal.but it was still quite an experience to eat crabs at a hotel.you see all the equipments people engage,which i swear i've never ever seen in my 18 years of crab eating experience.and being such a classy restaurant,those equipments arent shared,they're personal.gosh.i nearly got a shock seeing a scissors for everyone.but it's rather theraupectic but cut up the crab with the scissors.as guess it's an after effect from eating all the hard-shelled sri lankan crabs and when i finally have a chance and managed to SNIP (not crack) open a crab,it feels wonderful.
dinner was just fun.
Michelle called at
8:14 AM
October 29, 2005
as i was looking through some websites to prepare for my trip to korea, i couldn't help but recall the bear-pear incident.
i remembered after my last korea trip, from which my youngest sister, evangeline, benefited, despite not being physically on the trip, through a gift of a teddy bear. after the trip, my other sister, joanna, got jealous over the bear in spite going on that korea trip herself. as a result, my dad told his korean friend who was coming over to Singapore for a business trip to get a bear for joanna. finally the long wait was over and joanna was really elated when that friend, specifically uncle choi, arrived. however, to everyone's disappointment, my dad who dined with him came back only with 4 korean pears instead of the big teddy bear.
pear..bear.. haha.
but the human sized bear eventually did arrive on his next trip and i've since abhorred it's presence. it's taking up too much space of my squeezy bed. darn.
Michelle called at
7:35 PM
October 14, 2005
gasps. are they together? gosh. i can hear my heart shattering into pieces.
alright. im kidding i hope.
sigh. his smile is so cute k.
Michelle called at
11:09 PM
October 3, 2005
i've a feeling that no one believes that i think.as a matter of fact i think so much that im scared to think anymore.i've more of less developed an unconscious mental block over the years.when i need to think..it just goes black.but when im settling some other stuff..that matter rushes back into my head to distract me only to disappear when i decide to put away my that "other stuff" to think about that interrupter.waste of time n energy of mine.
why isit everyone is amazed that i think.mayb cos people think that when im laconic or reticent it's only because it's past 10pm and im still out of bed instead of the fact that i am really thinking.i remembered whenever i share my out of the world and too wildly thought thoughts, people will go "wah!why u think until like that?"so i've reduced myself to saying "wow.i would have never thought of that."
of course i often say that last mentioned sentence cos i really never thought of some things (esp answers in the exams.gosh.no imagination in the exam.how wonderful)
what if i was not born in my family?how would i be?
what if my dad isnt as rich as now.. how would i be?
what if i didnt managed to get into chij pri.. how would i be now?
what if i got into some other school when i was in sec 1.. how would i be now?
the list just goes on.there are just endless possibilities isnt it?all the things i take for granted now..would they be as easily available if i was someone else?
rah.i dont wanna think.