January 31, 2004
em.was too tired last nite to blog.haha.so im doing it now on an early sat morning.
our class' family is drawn out.haha.im not a scandalous b***h thats 2-timing nor having a threesome with my "twin" and someone else.yar.haha.thank god for that.im just wallace's bro's (alex) girlfriend's (mary) sister.phew.
haha.pon xcountry yesterday.sweet farrah tried to take attendance for me but failed.but its alright la.its the thought that counts.haha.went out with yuyi instead.but went to bras basah to get decorative stuff and centrepoint to get sb before that la.the colours r darn nice.love it man.haha.
ohs.we watched cheaper by the dozen.IT ROCKS!haha.its so cute.all the kids and stuff like that.they r darn smart n cute n cute n cute.yar.cant stand it man.haha.n the story is darn sweet la.kinds of show what happens when people start to pursue their "real" dream and neglect others when they were already in another perfect dream before they started their pursue.haha.i just had to force myself to think about something like that if not i wud fail for all my newspapers reviews la.haha.
ohs well.i shall go n jog now.haha.yay.
Michelle called at
7:24 AM
January 29, 2004
im back early.for once.haha.thats worth celebrating.
oh yes.our class has been interlinked into a family.darn stupid.we spent chemistry laughing like mad bout it.mayb i'll post it here when its confirmed.
yea.nothing much happened la.sian man.i rather not to back so early.haha.
Michelle called at
7:40 PM
January 28, 2004
just wanted to share my revelation from just now.yar.i prayed for a revelation when i was in the cab home.n god works in wonders.haha
this was the scenario.i just entered my toilet n only just switched on the fluorescent lamp.i was just stoning on the toilet bowl when the light suddenly got brighter n brighter.at first i was a little freaked out..but i suddenly remembered a sermon from before.
the light within our life is just to b like that lamp.getting brighter n brighter each day.if today's light is darker than yesterday's, we have backslid.amen yeah?
Michelle called at
9:36 PM
just reached home.im like getting home past 8 everyday.
did i complain?i reached home only at 10 yesterday!haha.but it was because i forgot i had piano lesson n rushed over for it.
yar.i was supposed to go for the band pract.but i wasted lengkie's effort to help me ask by just walking away.yar.i thought a lot about that action..about how irresponsible n what a coward i am.i dont even dare to face up to the embarrassment or failure or rejection.yar.so i will go for the band pract 2ml.yeah.
so instead of going for band..i just sat at the bleachers and watched the ruggers train.wallace was saying that they ran 10 400m rounds..supposing to complete each one below 80secs.yar.derek was not bad.i was observing la.haha.yes..i know cheuk is going to b sniggering like mad.
oh well.i was so tired today that even wallace commented that i've got eyebags.i think i'll just go to sleep after quiet time.
met yuyi to get sean's scores n to pass him his pressie from krystal.haha.we just sat at the bus stop and crapped with each other.it was great talking to him.haha.like my big bro.just suaning n sharing about stuff.yea.the feelings now are different already.haha.
went to meet sally n cheuk at ikea after that.it was like raining cows and horses.im sorry for being so lame..but i think raining cats n dogs would b too trivial to today's downpour.yea.i was totally drenched walking from the bus stop to ikea.there was this sweet queenstown (i presume queenstown la) who tried to shelter me.haha.but i was to no use la..i felt.so i just freezed my way into ikea's toilet n attempted to dry myself.yar.me n sally were rather retarded.we even resorted to taking our shoes out and dry it with the hand dryer.haha.it was quite funny.esp for me cos i was trying not to b so obvious.so i only take my shoe out to dry (tis was while i was alone.without sally) when no one else is around.yar la.u must b there to experience the embarrassment.haha.
yar.we took forever in ikea.ate so much n shopped for so long.all thanx to sally's perfectionism.haha.
ok oke.school tomorrow.sux man.my shoes r wet.n i so need rest.
Michelle called at
9:23 PM
January 26, 2004
You gave it all for me
My soul desire
My everything
All I am is devoted to You
How could I fail to see
You are the love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You
And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord there is just one thing
And that I will seek
This is my cry
My one desire
Just to be where You are Lord
Now and forever
It's more than a song
My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You
Jesus
The one thing
The one thing I ask
Is to be with You
-one desire-
Michelle called at
9:44 PM
woah.i gotta do tis fast.haf to go read the word.if not i wont get into the habit n discipline.
yar.school sux today.pe was crap.7 ROUNDS!plus all those crunches pushups n craps.argh.darn irritating.it was raining before n after pe.y not during pe, god?lessons after that were crap too.yar.darn sian.i hate mondays.now i understand monday blues.
went to ikea again.haha.bought the cups liao.im going to give cups to my school people n that container thingy to cellgroup people.sweet huh?haha.im spending a bomb on them liao la.oh yar.darn farnee.me n cheuk were wrapping each cup at the wrapping station outside ikea.haha.quite fun.esp that cutting thing.yar.cheuk was darn fascinated.SO SUAKU!haha (shes going to kill me for saying this).
yar.im going back to ikea on weds to eat the meatballs.haha.im mad rite??oh yar.n to get the containers too la.haha.
its x-country tis friday.i wanna pon sch.mayb i shud make an appointment to the dentist or doctor tis friday to skip it.muahahaha.heck bout the participation points liao la.
Michelle called at
7:55 PM
January 25, 2004
i've kinda sorted out my spiritual life.hopefully i wont b distracted by anything (eg. laziness, guys, n hu noes what else) else.must not let that stinky red thing with a ugly long tail n fork get hold of me.hahahaha.
oh yar.i had a vision just now in my dad's car..that i wud b a worship leader for chapel one day.haha.n we'll bring great revival to acjc.woah ho!haha.i believe it will come to pass la.haha.cos Hes is faithful..amen?
theres something i wanna boast about.haha.i arrived in church so early this morning that i was even earlier than lengkian.haha.im so proud of myself..yar.but anyway..im going to get killed next week during choir.cos they were short of manpower n lazy me actually didnt turn up.yar.i was slacking with the congregation.ended up the i/cs all had to sing.so..yar.im so gonna die.
went to queensway n ikea after that.bought 2 fbt shorts.luckili i forced myself to trek all the way there (okie..im sorry for the exaggeration.i didnt exactly walked all the way la.took train n bus there) if not i wud end up with that super big shorts or the loose ones that i totally cant run in.haha.embarassing.yar.went ikea to check out the prices for all the vdae presents.i've decided to shortlist people for the nice pressies.haha.definitely people im closer to la.or the people i like..muahahahaha.yar.that was for yuyi.haha.i noe he wud wanna irritate me bout that.
yea.today's service was great.cud really feel Him.something that i hadnt experienced for quite some time.haha.so aint i glad.
okie.theres pe tomorrow.im ready for another week of aching.argh..
Michelle called at
7:36 PM
January 24, 2004
hadnt blogged for a long time.dont know what to blog..esp when so much stuff have happened n so much thoughts just go whirling through my mind.yar.that happens when u r a thinker like me (please dont roll ur eyes.it might get permanently stuck there..like what cindy always says)
cny been such a flop.no festive mood at all.the whole family is like so quarrelsome la.my auntie against my father.same auntie against my granny.my grandaunt against my granny.ahhh..so much rubbish.its so exasperating to hear them bickering.
yar.see..there is so much i wanna blog but it wud take so darn long.thats why i wud rather not speak it out.
Michelle called at
10:57 AM
January 15, 2004
had choir audition today.i totally cant pitch can?n they actually just called n asked me to go for a re-audition on sat.madness man.
im getting fatter n fatter if i still dont shape up.BUT IM LAZY!hahahahahhaha.okie.im going crazy.stress i guess.mingshu is so lucky.shes leaving singapore soon n wont haf to put up with all these crap.ah!!!!
okie.i think im going mad.heehee.i haf a new crush *sniggers to myself*.yar.kept seeing him around school.i think its not very evident as to who it is.after all..haha.im quite good at hiding my feelings.muahahaha.
oh yar.today on the bus to the mrt station (despite that the journey is only one-stop long) there was tis toddler who was playing with me.not exactly the i-bend-down-n-tease-n-play with her kind.but she kept fiddling with my stuff la.i was just standing there minding my own business n she started to touch my file n my skirt n my belt.haha.yar.n shes darn cute.she even shouted bye-bye to me when i alighted.haha.yar.but dont worry everyone..i wont wanna haf a kid now.hahaha.
Michelle called at
7:58 PM
didnt blog for a long time cos didnt noe what n how to blog since stuff haf been happening so quickly n its so difficult to document each one of them down.
slowly adjusting to the lecture-tutorial system.its quite fun la.except that theres a lot of rubbish homework.the teachers r mostly nice.yea.
i think im the only anti-bander thats joining band again.sux.argh.
Michelle called at
6:04 AM
January 5, 2004
hadnt been blogging for a long time cos i haf been returning home late.yar.
orientation is tiring.but fun.went for dinner with a few people from og..lewina hans s.d. n ignatius.yar.quite nice people to tok to la.
sigh.im tired.shant say more.
Michelle called at
10:07 PM
January 3, 2004
a lot of stuff haf been happening.but i haf just been too tired to blog bout them.i mean..i was even too tired to read the Bible.okie.thats not good.i must b disciplined.
oh.yesterdae was 1st day of sch at ac.not bad la.since krys jieyun bec n pau r there to accompany me.yar.we went out for dinner at ps after that with sean dwayne zhenyi danielsoo quanhan shizhen fengkai after that.yar.the 2 aj people went mad as usual.they had this freaking lame cheer leh.cannot make it man.oh.danielsoo is actually quite a nice person to tok to too.yar.he laughs a lot.so weird.haha.
oh yes yes.i must comment bout zhenyi.SHES SO SWEET!yea.she knew that poor sean n i only had 1 cow each (aka 1 buck each la) so she treated us to fillet-o-fish.aw........yea.n i kinda finished up her drink cos i was really thirsty.haha.anyway..zhenyi is also beginning to b naughty.tsk tsk..
oh well.nothing much more.i need to get quite a lot of stuff.