November 30, 2003
just came back from dinner.nearly died from eating at fish n co.it was for my cousin's celebration.but he didnt seem very glad.but who cares.haha.
shared a seafood platter for 2 with my sisters.the 3 of us seriously nearly vomitted there.haha.but it was satisfying.unless my dad's.which he said totally sux.but too bad.
anyway.woke up late today.was supposed to meet ryan at 7 n i woke up at that time.madness.luckili was kinda in time for practice.but was kinda dazed during practice.cos we had parts n i totally didnt learn.so was kinda just staring into space while struggling to absorb some of the parts.haha.
didnt join the guys for the tournaments.had an headache.i think it was from the heat.im getting sick soon.argh.
tired.gotta get frens for amazing race.only 1/2 and hour left.sigh.
Michelle called at
9:28 PM
November 29, 2003
haha.cellgroup was good.missed prayer meet.n i felt guilty bout it.really felt the need to grow today during cellgroup.esp when the sermon was about conviction.really cut me to the heart.so i drew up a list of convictions that i must stand by all times.no matter what happens.
1. Must go all the way out for the lost souls
2. Must not miss any services or cellgroups or prayer meetings. (unless im overseas or i really really really cant avail.cannot give any excuse)
3. Must pray and read the Word everyday
4. Never ever ever steal.
5. Never ever ever lie.
6. No pre-marital sex (even if everyone is doing it.)
7. No bgr till 21 (even if everyone is doing it)
8. Husband must be a fervent christian
9. Must not neglect my family.
yea.quite a short list.but these must b things i'll never budge on la.
Michelle called at
8:58 PM
November 28, 2003
prom was madness.dam fun.muahaha.i shall start the description from morning.haha
slacked the whole aftnn.den rushed over to yishun interchange to get my ezlink card replacement.was told that i can only get my card at 2.so i rushed over to far east to get my manicure with sally.it was quite fun.except that sally had a slight accident.the newbie kinda injured sally while cutting her cuticle.so sally kept bleeding from the little finger.poor gal.
cos the manicure took so long..by the time i rushed back to yishun to collect my card..it was already 1430.den i rushed back to far east (AGAIN??!!) to have my makeover.it was quite nice la.sally looked freaking formal.the guy gave me a rather funky yet formal look.heehee.but he used so many pins.as if they were free.qi n bunch were so amazed at the amount he used when they removed the pins for me.heehee.the woman tried to make my lips freaking red.thank god i retaliated n they kinda dabbed some off.poor fiona had a portion of her brow shaved off n shes freaking pissed now.poor gal.
i was really running late (so called late.read on to understand my agony) so i ran off in a cab with mine and fiona's stuff which was to b deposited at the hotel.i was in a frenzy in the cab.putting on my earrings..arranging my handbag..stuffing things here n there.n i had to arrange with qi's mummy to take the stuff.thank god i just threw it all to the bellboy n they safetly brought my stuff up.
I WAS EARLY FOR THE PROM!so much for rushing.haha.everyone looked ravishing.you wont believe the sight with 300+ chiobus in formal clothing.freaking nice.took lots n lots n lots of pictures.haha.i love taking pictures now.qi n xu even took a mafia lookalike picture with mr tan.freaking funny.dinner was kinda ok.reasonable for only 60 bucks in such a posh place.i shed a few tears while singing the school song for the last time.tis is the first time i heard the school song sang so loudly.
there was dancing time after dinner.u shud haf seen that weirdo mr ng jump like a sissy-cum-monkey on the stage to initiate the time.haha.madness la.we danced n swayed to the beat.cindy jillian n gerri were the zai ones.haha.shaan looked tired n didnt join in.but it was fun.i think clubbing wud b fun.heehee.
went back to hotel to change n stuff like that before going out.went to marina south to play pool n ate cup noodles at the esplanade bay.quite romantic la.haha.returned at the hotel only at like 6 n took a nap until like 9+.den slacked around n yakked for so long.haha.it was nice la.
anyway..sally was voted for ms ij ger!wow!i cheered so much for her.chio alice too.haha.i just realised yesterdae how pretty alice really is.so cute n natural.no wonder so many fell for her.haha.
i did a temporary tattoo today!wow!haha.so glittery n nice.muahaha.im thinking of doing henna too.haha.
wow.so much exciting stuff.im waiting to develop my fotos n download the pix frm others websites.hahaha.exciting!
Michelle called at
3:14 PM
November 27, 2003
ah!overnight prayer meeting is cancelled for me.its extended to only mm n above!n im only om!no fair!my resolution is to get mm by next year end.hmph!
Michelle called at
8:12 AM
ah!overnight prayer meeting is cancelled for me.its extended to only mm n above!n im only om!no fair!my resolution is to get mm by next year end.hmph!
Michelle called at
8:12 AM
ah!overnight prayer meeting is cancelled for me.its extended to only mm n above!n im only om!no fair!my resolution is to get mm by next year end.hmph!
Michelle called at
8:12 AM
November 26, 2003
oh.okie.i shall continue my entry from last nite bout yesterdae's stuff.
yar.most prob extending my trip to who-knows-what city.
after the briefing..went zhenyi's house for drama rehearsal.actually my part quite short n fun la.all i do is cry.hmph.i was never a crybaby lors.but nevermind..for the sake of the souls..i'll sacrifice.haha.
quanhan was freaking funny.he suits his roles very much.all super hilarious ones.dwayne is also weird (as usual.sigh).he needs to observe pastor more closely.haha.im talking really vaguely now so that i wont give the story away.heehee.its freaking touching.i nearly cried.
anyway..krystle is freaking good with mashed potatos.it was superb lor.yum.i feel hungry just thinking.haha.
okie.shall talk bout today now.played netball (dont b shocked.i did) with pau angela cindy n perlynn in my teams.not bad la.didnt lose all the way like zhenyi.haha.some people occassionally popped into the team to assist us (eg.cheryn ann anna pat sarah zhuojing shizhen eevien etc.)yars.not bad la.quite amazed i can actualy catch some balls when i was just slammed by one in the mouth thanks to pauline.i think i tasted blood after that.gross.
got red n tanned.damn.luckili it subsided a little after a while.if not i wud b like a lobster in my white skirt tomorrow.haha.sally got even darker.n she was telling me what happened to letchmi.FREAKING FUNNY.nearly died laughig on the bus.heehee.anyway..im having sore eyes now.theres like this red line across my eyeball.i prayed over it.so im very very very sure that i wud go away by tomorrow prom.heehee.
went shopping with sally after that.bought heels rather similar to cin n fe's.sally bought an identical one as mine.heehee.we r practically twins.got bag at dorothy perkins too.quite cheap for such a nice bag.haha.nearly settled for the organza pouch that sally was dissuaded me all the while from.heehee.
going to haf so much stuff tomorrow.do manicure n hairdo n makeup n prom n rushing to overnight prayer meeting.SO EXCITING!its going to b so fun at the prayer meeting.haha.me n sally were so freaking excited bout it.heehee.told boon kiat that we will both turn up in our gowns n he was quite shocked.but no choice if we wanna b on time.n our beloved brethren is going to send us back to the hotels at 5 in the morning!yay!
haha.yar.exciting day to look forward to!
Michelle called at
9:16 PM
November 25, 2003
my comp is getting cranky.n im pissed with it.
just came back from dinner with family.went to east coast to have seafood.actually im quite sick of seafood.i wud rather just have a bowl of bland veggie soup.guess i really take things for granted.
had the indo mission trip briefing early in the morning.dad was unhappy that im always out.but heck.might b extending my trip to tis other i-cant-remember-its-name city.yar.its going to b exciting.to think the devil tried to discourage me from going for the briefing tis morning.LOSER DEVIL!
my dad is nagging.shall b back soon.
Michelle called at
8:37 PM
November 24, 2003
i finally got my prom dress!yar.i decided to get the one that we saw at chaos.i needa get lotsa undergarments though.haha.AH!I BETTA DO MORE CRUNCHES!anyway.its freaking cheap too.only 50 bucks.
haha.yar.i was late tis morning for sch.but heck.a load of rubbish.the only important thing was the pae form.wadeva man.they also gave out tis goodie bag that they claim was for the gradnight.bulls**t.guess wad was inside?a frisbee (??!!!) 2 president challenge tee shirts (WAD??!!) justea (thats one of the more decent ones) n a stack of post its (thats the only thing i grabbed.hee).yar.i just left the whole bag on the floor when i left.
ah.cheuk left liao.talked to her before her plane took off.gonna miss her so much.sigh.
went shopping with the whole bunch at far east.fe n cin bought shoes.fe ones were so cheap n nice lor.ah.i want it too.i need shoes.ah ah ah.
oh well.i feel tired.i wanna sleep.yawnz~
Michelle called at
9:20 PM
oh yes.i forgot to post about dwayne's embarrassing moment.i know he'll definitely read tis.hahaha.
anyway.we were on the chartered bus from church to the mrt station n i purposely told shizhen that i'll b applying for hc for my pae.den dwayne,who has always been discouraging me from hc partly bcoz of jieyun n partly bcoz he wants me to go vj with him,got up from his seat n moved backwards into a supposedly empty seat (i meant the whole row is empty la) seat n shouted something bout nanyang.
but the embarrassing thing was he intruded into the conversation of these 3 girls.the girls immediately stopped their conversation n were staring weirdly at the interruption.it was so funny.he didnt really realise his blunder until the whole area of girls started to laugh freaking loudly (characteristic of n09er girls.haha.).yar.he got really paiseh-ed n got back to his seat beside liang wei,his supposedly gay partner,n covered his own face.
yar.he was teased the whole way at orchard.actually its not very funny la.just that his reactions were hilarious.EMBARRASSING DWAYNE!
Michelle called at
9:44 AM
i actualy blogged halfway last nite.but my mum deleted it away.its ok.i'll still love her.haha.
anyway..i ate to my fill at the vienna international or wadeva-its-called place.yar.stuffed myself with lotsa sashimi..even though it isnt very fresh.haha.but seriously..i've gotta eat to my worth.if not i wud b like wasting bout $33.madness.haha.
sermon was good too.really strong and cut me to the heart.talking about perversion of creativity productivity and ability deposited in us by god.actually this part is mainly taken whole from a.r. bernard's conference from 2002.haha.a.r. bernard was dam zai n when i first heard the message..i was totally "huh?".haha.he was that intellectual.
back to the sermon.the main point is that we must b conversionists.hafta step into the world n not withdraw to convert the artificial secondary environment superimposed onto god's original creation or intention aka culture.yar.pastor preached really strong at this part.citing pastor sun as the main example.later at the debrief..pastor yock kiang was also saying that we should not b deterred by our school culture or wadeva cultures in the world.i was kinda ashamed at that point cos i always said "ij girls r like that lah."
during ministering..pastor even when to ask all the people who isnt flowing with us in the vision to leave and not obstruct us from the goal.he also said the members of chc r the ones with the membership card..and not those who appear once in a blue moon or those who just joined for like 3 weeks.haha.it was reference to the article on sun la.
ah well.enough of the sermon.not to core meeting.I WAS SO PAISEH!yar.seriously la.n209 had like 133+ friends while n109 only had 78+.arh!!!!WE MUST BUCK UP!n christine n boon kiat was talking bout responsibility over the new friends and stuff like that.i feel that i have really been doing inadequately.i betta buck up n help in integrating the new friends.do it michelle!!
went shopping with cheuk dwayne n kai after that.i tried this toga dress at phuture london but it was like 140 bucks.SHOULD I GET IT?i mean.. i totally have no idea where else to get my prom stuff lor.argh.the problem is..i've only got bout 80+ with me now.so how to get?*sobs*
cheuk ying is leaving today!AHHHH!dont go dearie!im going to miss this girl so much so much.n i didnt even give her a hug before leaving yesterday.remember to call me often girl!love ya lots.
oh yar.thats basically the summary of my sunday.
Michelle called at
7:05 AM
November 22, 2003
wow.im going to agree with all housewives and announce that the vacuum cleaner is the greatest invention of all times.okie.let me explain how did i come to that conclusion.haha.
nice me decided to arrange all my stuff so that they wont clutter up my tiny room n it wud b easier to pass them all on.yar.i spent like 5 billion hours and finally only managed to clear 5 subjects.argh.so much more stuff to clear.i really need a box to fill them all in lor.
anyway..i got the world's lousiest hole puncher.it totally cant punch lor.i had to use a pencil n poke out the whole instead.freak.so..i ended up filling my whole bed with the small round pieces of papers.THANK GOD I HAVE A VACUUM MACHINE!.it just sucked it all up like the thirsty hippo.haha.yar.wadeva
yar.im so going to die.its so late.n i gotta get to church early.YAWN!nitey!
Michelle called at
11:03 PM
just finished the papers.i read for over 3 hours.prob bcos of the time i took to blog my last entry?haha.
quite irritated by whats happening around us.feel that the world is really hypocritical.they same something just to appease people on one side den retract their statement to please the other side.whatever man.cant u just take a stand for whats really right?
n there was tis article bout the Republicans standing up against the homosexualities.i wud totally agree with the politicians.i seriously think gays n lesbians r freaking gross.i mean girls having intimate moves to express their sisterly love is still acceptable.but a matrimony union?for goodness sake.wad on earth can u do?freaking gross man.i mean..whats the point of these people trying to prove that homosexuality is approved by the bible by contorting the verses out of its context.for goodness sake.i think they do not even know how to intepret simple verses like: rom1:27 "likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due".what do u think the verse is illustrating?guys going out to play pool or lan ah?WADEVA MAN!
okie.im feeling mad.not in the crazy way of course.i remember when i was surfing to read everything bout ho yeow sun..all the forums n stuff..i came across tis forum that insisted that she is "trying to act holy" n stuff like that.there was tis guy who said he wud rather go under that stupid american gay bishop (or isit higher post?heck la) than under her.he even commented that he wont mind gay religious leaders as long as they are following the ways of God.HELLO BRETHREN!DO U EVEN READ THE BIBLE????????U MEAN THE BIBLE CONDONED HOMOSEXUALITY!I THINK U EITHER NEED TO CHANGE THE VERSION OF YOUR BIBLE OR U GO MASTER ENGLISH IN ORDER TO READ THE ENGLISH ONE RETARD!argh.stupid.
im not going to say something like "i dont refer to all homosexuals" cos i am referring to all u freaks.
Michelle called at
10:24 AM
my dad exploded again last nite.just because i returned home later than him..reaching back at bout 1040?he was complaining that no one returns home that late.SAYS WHO??the other bunch of people even went to play pool at bt timah plaza!argh.wadeva man.so from today..my curfew is offically at 7.ARGH!what can i do in sucha short time??i wont b able to watch pastor and the guys play bball at ngee ann anymore!
ah well.forget bout those irritating stuff first.lets talk bout something happy.PASTOR'S BIRTHDAY!ok.it was yesterday.not today.haha.got up early and went to bras basah to get the stuff to finish up his gift.got lotsa mirrors (to let charming pastor admire himself.haha).n we framed up our baby fotos too.cheuk ying's look so like her!
oh ya.on my way to bras basah on 851..there was tis weirdo guy too.reminded me of the small bballer (no offence.if not i wont noe how to describe her.i love ya whoever that girl is ;)) from our school.anyway..he kinda followed me all the way to bras basah even though he looked like he was waiting for another bus from the stop i alighted.mayb cos i stopped to sms?my hands n legs cant coordinate that well la.haha.anyway..i was going up the escalator n he suddenly came up to me and said "xiao jie..wo ke yi gen ni zuo peng you mah?"i seriously got a shock and went "HUH?".den he translated it into english.haha.i was so embarrassed..n kinda taken aback too..that i just went "ehh..ehh..sorry" n i took off.haha.wadeva man.i told cheuk ying n she asked me to ask the guy to stay there n repeat so that she can laugh too.HAHA.okie.wait.that was probably my suggestion.wadeva.
well.we were just on time for cellgroup.play that "do you love your friend game".hadnt played it for sucha long time.haha.my last memory was when gangwei was still around?that must b like at least 2 years back.or less?heck.praise n worship was dam zai.alfred played the electric guitar n we all stood up n went jumping like mad.it was the super rock songs too.haha.SO FUN!
sermon was really aspiring too.teaching us to relying on the omnipotent Father.it was cool.haha.ask me for the sermon outline if ya want.
celebrated pastor's bdae after that.cheuk ying tried to distract pastor's attention by forcing him to look at her baby fotos n purposely pulling is up to his eye level to prevent him from looking anywhere else.it was so fake!when the cake came before pastor..pastor went "WAH!" in the super fake tone too.haha.so funny.pastor is always being like that.anyway..his gifts were really quite zai la.got that of red n white AND1 bball shoes (NATIONAL FLAG!i presume its his fav colours?his current bball shoes are those 2 colours too) and a set of adidas jersey.it was the same set that he pointed out to me the first time i had bible study with him.haha.he said he should go shopping with us more often esp before his bdaes.haha.
went to watch the guys play bball after that.trespassed into ngee ann again by climbing up that hill n crawling under that crack in the fence.okie.its not that small.dwayne was telling him pick up lines he n his frens thought of before.it goes like tis:the guy will go ask up to the girl and say "excuse me.can i borrow 10c?i need to call home and tell my mum that i have met the most beautiful woman ever."its freaking lame lor.esp the limitations."the girl must have a 10c.and she cannot go 'huh?which girl?*then stretches head out to look for that beautiful woman*'"haha.i nearly died from laughing on the way to the poly.so sji man.
bball wasnt that interesting.we just sat there n yakked.mainly me n cheuk la.haha.went for dinner after that at bt timah market.ate a whole bowl of fishball soup (only fishballs n soup.n some green) n a glass of sugarcane juice at the courtesy of maxim-ising bra.I JUST HAD TO DO IT!im so sorry brother.i'll love you more now!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okie.im going crazy.but dinner was good la.fellowship with pastor n cheuk n brother boon kiat.cheuk kept irritating boon kiat by calling him brother boon kiat.you should have seen his peeved expression.his slited eyes looks like its going to burst on the seams of his eyelids.haha.anyway..pastor advised me to go hc.so i guess i might try to go there for 1st 3 months.yar.c i always listen to my pastor.so guai rite??!!
haha.now the interesting thing comes.i alighted at the bus stop rather far away from the house to change to 86..AND MY EZ CARD WENT MISSING!i was so pissed.i called home to ask my mum to fetch me n she said theres no cars around.all the cars have to go on a trip when trouble arises.how irritating.so i had to walk back frm the bus stop.actually its not very far..esp since i used to walk that distance every afternoon for the fun of it.haha.but its a little scary since its already quite dark.n the pavement was so close to the forest lor.alrite alrite..its not a forest..its just bushes of really tall trees that seems to b supporting the nite sky (that was for maxim-ising *** n huiqi n boon kiat n cheuk who insisted that i exaggerated a rather small patch of trees into a forest because i cant see if its really a forest.WADEVA MAN!)yar.so i just walked onto the sides of the main road.thank god i didnt get banged down by cars.if not i can join sophie at the hospital.
oh.anyway.sophie is at the hospital because of dengue fever.didnt expect it to b that serious when zhenyi told me she had a high fever on sun.thank god shes well now n just needa wait for her blood platelets count to return to normal.
ah well.wad a long entry.but in comparism to the interesting day i had..its not that long.haha.ah well.i betta get back to my papers.just left it there n rot in the sun.
Michelle called at
7:39 AM
November 20, 2003
wow!i finally dyed my hair.haha.its so..so..BROWN!yarh.haha.more obvious under the sunlight la.
we did the dirty job at sally's place.it was quite fun.me n cheuk did together.i did hers n she did mine.woah ho.shes obviously more experienced than me since she always assist her roommate and peiyun.yay.my hair is finaly dyed.
pastor's "card" looks nice.esp with my entry inside.haha.im getting egoistic.someone help me??!!
Michelle called at
9:20 PM
im dying my hair soon.and guess what?i haf no money to buy the dye.sheesh.mayb i shud just go extract some colour or scent or whatever-is-inside from those trees outside my house.haha.okie.im getting lame.
distancing again.i hate that feeling.mayb its my fault.mayb its his.but hu cares bout pushing blame now?whats important is that we patch up.
its quite sad to see so many falling away for bgrs.will that happen to me?cheuk said she wud slap me back to senses if i do fall away.haha.she really shud.
ah well.the room is in a mess.and thank god my new maid is here.if not i wud b dying from the work needed to neaten it up.
Michelle called at
11:33 AM
November 19, 2003
i just cut my hair.everyone insist that i looked like i didnt cut my hair.wadeva man.my dad was freaking out at the price too.it was only 36 bucks for goodness sake.WADEVA!luckily i didnt want to dye my hair there.if not i can forget bout sleeping at home.sheesh.
dragged a whole bag of textbooks to pass to diep n her frens.man.my hand nearly broke carrying them.but sally joined me at the salon though.haha.
my sis got a new phone.the samsung v200 aka construction-worker-handphone-lookalike.yar.i grabbed it and gave her a free evaluation by bringing it to the hairdresser before she even discovered that she had a new one.its rather un-user friendly.quite irritating.i had to retype a messge for 5 times cos i kept clicking onto the "hand-up" button.haha.
oh well.i feel tired.im going to sleep like a pig.*oink*
Michelle called at
9:20 PM
November 18, 2003
went out for dinner with family n aunt n cousins just now.at that crowded taiwan restaurant place in paragon.supposedly really popular.i mean..the queue could have stretched all the way to usa lor.ok.thats exaggerating.haha.
but the food wasnt really superb or wadeva.ok.mayb the xiaolongbao was not bad.haha.
i desperately need a new piano.anyone wanna bless me with one??haha.mine is totally in need of reconditioning.or mayb the dump instead.haha.but a new one is really ex.sigh.its so lousy that all the keys are stuck lor.even my granny was complaining bout it.
might go for a haircut 2ml.den dye hair on thurs with cheuk.so fun!haha.im going mad.i need my prom stuff too.argh.so much stuff.so little time.
but i somehow feel that im going to slack so much during the hols.how contradicting.
its so dry.i need moisture.i need life.i need his anointing to burn me up again.let me not just maintain a facade.but to b truly on fire for you.
Michelle called at
9:49 PM
woah ho!im going mad.its all over.its finally over!the day i have been awaiting for ages has finally come!OS IS FINALLY THE PAST!
yeps.im really ecstatic now.haha.the torturous days are now gone.i can enjoy the holidays to the fullest.
haha.anyway.i was just locked out of the house for over an hour.and i had totally no money to phone anyone.had to just sit outside and wait.
but i thot of the christmas presents already!be happy u all.haha.its really nice!
Michelle called at
1:06 PM
November 16, 2003
wow.didnt blog yesterday.wassit supposed to b shocking?kinda for me.
anyway.service n cellgroup were really good.the messages really cut me to the heart lor.LITERALLY!shed a few drop of tears.haha.
had a rare dinner with pastor yesterday.hadnt seen him for so long lor.missed him so much.its his bdae on friday.haha.took pix with him 2dae.but im quite scared the pix cant make it cos i realised that my cam was unfocused.that sux rite??!!argh.mayb i cud replace the place where the pix was supposed to b with a mirror.im sure charming goh will love it.hahahahaha!
me n cheuk agreed to dye our hair.yay!haha.n go shopping for prom stuff too.so fun so fun.so much stuff gonna happen soon.so exciting.hahahahaha.
Michelle called at
6:24 PM
November 14, 2003
just came back home.hadnt arrived home so late on a weekday for so long.haha.
chem was bad.dont ask.sigh.dont even noe if i can get my a1 on tis.sad sad sad.
went to spotlight n bras basah with cheuk to get stuff to decorate pastor's bdae pressie.haha.quite funny.making a fool of ourselves at art friend before so many expert artists.haha.so embarrassing.anyway there were paint brushes so ex that its at bout 200+!!madness.made from squirrel fur.i oughta set spca on them.stupid.
took neoprints with cheuk.we made so much noise.actually i was just whining throughout the whole thing la.haha.but it was quite funny la.
yar.anything i left out?hm.....
Michelle called at
9:17 PM
November 12, 2003
wow.i've failed to fulfil my resolution.i feel so dead for bio.sigh.that stupid tys has no answers for all the structured questions n i lost my answer booklet to the by-topic tys.how dumb can i get.sigh.
dentist appointment later.wad color shud i put?sigh.
im getting mad.so many stuff happening.
Michelle called at
9:35 AM
November 9, 2003
suddenly felt so foreign sitting in front of the comp.but i haf only been away for 2 days.mayb that shows how addicted i am to the comp.my resolution for the week shall be to abstain from the comp for the whole week.ok.at least up till sunday.haha.IM SURE I CAN DO IT!
oh ya.anyway.gatecrashed cg yesterdae.i was kinda an illegal attendee.haha.was a little distracted n confused with the message.but managed to sort it out liao.haha.told dennis bout the pris thingy.he went all "huh" and wondered if we lied to him.wadeva man.as if we were bothered to fabricate such stories.haha.cheuk went with me to dinner.she was rather disgusted.hm.different cultures.haha.
today's brian houston was good.haha.his message was very enlightening.just like peter youngren's last week.today is a jizz of what he said:
all men are righteous in their own eyes (can find tis passage in proverbs 16).so we all tend to spin things so that they seem right in our own eyes.hence our perception might be different from the truth.
how true it is.he listed an example bout the backsliders.reminded me of gangwei n wad he told me.its so sad to see so many before me to be gone now.gangwei.michele.shunjing.ivy.priscilla.desmond.sigh.people come people go.ah well.
pastor was wearing tis 26000+ watch.i was totally freaked out.it looked nice la.haha.i totally didnt dare to shake his hand in case i spoil it in the process.haha.me n cheuk decided tt we would rather spend that kinda money on a jewellery from tiffany n co. esp since we both dont wear watches.HAHAHAHAHA!we both want our wedding bands to be from there!SO COOL!tats y we seriously need a rich guy.haha.
ah well.i betta get back to mugging n not b online.bye all my dearies hu faithfully read my blog (which i think is none.haha)
Michelle called at
5:20 PM
November 6, 2003
we got mum's pressie.rather cheap.cos we r all poor.haha.its tis bracelet tt i thot was quite nice.im always free to wear it for her if she doesnt want.hahaha.
i wanna go on a shopping trip again.i wanna go shopping.n spend lotsa money.its good for destressing u noe.
Michelle called at
10:26 PM
just watched the stupid csi show.quite interesting.but forensic science is so creepy.haha.see all the dead bodies.sawing off hands n microwaving them to get the stuff they r clutching onto.haha.i was screaming la.how to survive horror flicks like tt?
but i think the ending of one of the 2 cases was quite funny.guys raping guys.wad is tis world coming to?isnt it quite bad enough to be rape?the victim actually went to rape the guy hu raped him.thats so lame.haha.
ah well.emaths was rather bad.i got kinda stuck in places.esp the histogram part.I KNEW IT WAS COMING OUT.argh.nevermind.its over.chinese tomorrow.n i haf no plans to doing anything bout it.sad.
going out soon to get mummy's gift.wad shud i get?thot of getting some stuff frm perlini.haha.hope it wont b too ex.
Michelle called at
1:07 PM
November 5, 2003
Finding the world in the smallness of a grain of sand
And holding infinities in the palm of your hand
And Heaven's realms in the seedlings of this tiny flower
And eternities in the space of a single hour
Send your love into the future
Send your love into the distant dawn
Inside your mind is a relay station
A mission probe into the unknowing
We send a seed to a distant future
Then we can watch the galaxies growing
This ain't no time for doubting your power
This ain't no time for hiding your care
You're climbing down from an ivory tower
You've got a stake in the world we ought to share
You see the stars are moving so slowly
But still the earth is moving so fast
Can't you see the moon is so lonely
She's still trapped in the pain of the past
This is the time of the worlds colliding
This is the time of kingdoms falling
This is the time of the worlds dividing
Time to heed your call
Send your love into the future
Send your precious love into some distant time
And fix that wounded planet with the love of your healing
Send your love
Send your love
There's no religion but sex and music
There's no religion but sound and dancing
There's no religion but line and color
There's no religion but sacred trance
There's no religion but the endless ocean
There's no religion but the moon and stars
There's no religion but time and motion
There's no religion, just tribal scars
Throw a pebble in and watch the ocean
See the ripples vanish in the distance
It's just the same with all the emotions
It's just the same in every instance
There's no religion but the joys of rhythm
There's no religion but the rites of Spring
There's no religion in the path of hate
No prayer but the one I sing
Send your love into the future
Send your precious love into some distant time
And fix that wounded planet with the love of your healing
Send your love
Send your love
There's no religion but sex and music
There's no religion that's right or winning
There's no religion in the path of hatred
Ain't no prayer but the one I'm singing
Send your love
Send your love
sting//send your love
Michelle called at
1:42 PM
November 4, 2003
haha.seems like i really said ss was on weds.haha.anne suddenly came n tell me b4 the ss paper tt duanjie read frm my blog tt (wow thats like so many tts in a row) i said ss was on weds.haha.sorry all.it was today.and PRAISE THE LORD!my ordeal with ss is finally over n im a free woman!woah ho.
im mourning for all that still haf a year of ss to go (esp ya cheuk.muahahahahahaha).but in the meantime i betta rejoice for myself *dances in circles n screams out loud*yay!!!!
haha.actually the papers werent marvellously done.but hu cares since ss is finally offload.anyway wanna join me in a bonfire to burn up the ss stuff?hahaha.
went through a lot in the aftnn.drenched like a chicken in the soup (isnt my chinese just marvellous??) thanx to my sweetest sister.wadeva man.went around paragon with dennis n cheuk.it was so boliao.argh.shud haf just went home to sleep la.
ah.chinese on friday.im so gonna die.betta pass.if not i can take os next year again.
Michelle called at
9:43 PM
November 3, 2003
he said it again last nite.wonder if its true.or should i believe dennis n not believe in him again?im wondering if our friendship-cum-relationship can withstand the weathering of time.sad huh.
emaths was rather okie.even had time to redo the loci question.its rather weird that dennis n jeremy would think they'll fail.ah.shant comment much.haha.
m&m rox.i haf the whole dispenser sitting beside me.im gonna get a major sore throat.
Michelle called at
1:26 PM
November 2, 2003
em.im back.after like 2 emaths paper1 practices.its so draining.i kinda gave up cos my brain couldnt take it anymore.
im so gonna die.i hadnt even started on my ss.argh.wad happens if they've got the skills n no info like me??!!WHAT IF I FAIL SS???!!!i can bid my future goodbye and embrace cjc with all my heart.no offence to people going cj for 1st 3 months.at least you guys haf a higher chance of getting out of that since u ALL are motivated to get out of there.sigh.
anyway.peter youngren is really good.really anointed.could really feel something different bout him.his message today was powerful too.im quite sure its going to transform my mind 180 degrees.haha.
feel tt im distancing from him.is there sucha word?it seems weird on "paper".haha.ya.same awkwardness around him.but i feel weird when i can talk to ALL his frens but him.its quite sad rite?im just weird la.
emaths 2ml.ss on weds.how to spell die?
Michelle called at
8:22 PM
im home super early today.the whole world is fascinated with me.why?m i so incapable of returning early?weirdos.
felt a sudden dryness during worship.just feel that im singing for the sake of singing.its like wad i asked sicheng when i initially joined the church "you seemed to enjoy worship a lot.you're so holy".of course that was the word i used then cos i didnt understand what it meant.his reply was "cos i love music".that kinda stumbled me.i was like "dont u worship because u love god n not just for the music?does that mean if the music was non-existant u wont worship god?".
ok.clarificiation here.i didnt reply him tt.that was merely whirling in my head.
the same thought had came to me several times.one vivid incident was at lengkie's house many months ago.u wont blieve wad was swirling in my mind during worship - geometrical transformation.yes.its super anti climax.but i just kept seeing rotation n enlargement n stretching n shearing in this imaginary graph paper in my head.
man.im having a serious headache now.my head is like weighed down by thousands of tons of who noes wad.sux.
Michelle called at
1:55 PM
November 1, 2003
just came home from cell.nearly puked frm dinner.cant believe don is managed to stuff so much bread down his throat.ate some crab thingy frm hokkaido that my aunt brought back frm her trip.so seafood-y.duh rite.haha.
pastor wasnt at cell.sad.miss him man.of course i saw him on weds at church.but thats another story.haha.at first a lot of people were missing too.but they all popped out from the ground miraculously after a while.shocking huh?!
oh.DANIEL IS SUCHA FLIRT.rather surprising for that squarepacked ri guy.haha.he actually can sing every song in tt ij cd frm last year.WOW WOW WOW!
haha.choir tomorrow.gotta wake up early.yawns.