November 26, 2004
last nite's seminar was simply awesome.it really cleared up a lot of my confusion.things that used to seem so logical suddenly seemed dumb.im no longer pro-choice but pro-life.it was really good.kinda coupled with the book im reading now.
take for example the pro life or choice issue.i used to think, 'well,the people should have a choice as to whether they keep or abort the child since they might not be in the right situation (e.g. pregnancy at only 16 or something like that) to bring the utmost happiness to the child and in the end all 3 parties might suffer'.but now..i believe they should just give birth to it and 'NOT MURDER'.
afterall,the future is determined by themselves.everyone of us are susceptible to circumstances and situations and that is just one of the many in life.how we choose to react to it results in how our future turn out to be.experiences in life might shape us..but how we respond to these experiences are the ones that really define our character.
yar.so basically..im now pro life.
but i still hafta lotsa personal doubts i must settle.God..i need your faith.
Michelle called at
9:15 AM
November 23, 2004
i watched before sunset yesterday.i kinda feel cheated.but i guess its the kind of intellectual movies suitable only for rjc people (thats why shiqi said her friends said that it was nice).i mean..it was just lotsa conversations after conversations.im superficial la i admit.hahaha.
i watched incredibles today!!its super duper funny n cute.the effects are really good leh.n its so sweet..the family kind of show.the parents fighting..the girl has low self esteem..the boy is a brat..n the baby...is just a baby.hahahas.that evil guy is kinda retarded too.but i guess thats somewhat a reflector of what human nature.if i cant have it..nobody else can have it.tsk.
went out with cheuk chewy n her sister.it was kinda fun.we did quite alot of retarded things..compliment of chewy.hahas.oh.n i saw a nice adidas jacket thats only 35 bucks.thats like how cheap la.i needa shop for taiwan cos i totally have no jeans.let me correct that..i have only 1 pair.how pathetic.hahas.
yay.shopping.cool!
Michelle called at
10:47 PM
November 19, 2004
argh.stupid blogger.i pressed something wrongly.
but anyway..i was just complaining that adults are dumb.yar.no idea whats that mass of gray and white matter between their ears and inside that empty inside their skull is for.for show?just so that there wont b too much air space in the head?or just to provide more jobs for the decomposers after their death.TSK!
i was just reading the news on south thai.
Meanwhile, the Thai PM is urging all his countrymen to show their sympathy for families of those killed in the south by making millions of paper doves to be airdropped on the troubled provinces on the King's birthday next month.
like..HOW DUMB!!!u dont provide help but u drop paper doves.tsk man.it is like the funniest idea i have ever read.i mean..its extremely dumb!why dont they try harder to solve their problems (eg. corruption..violence.. psychological upset in their generals brains etc..) instead of wasting resources to do such stupid acts.argh.stupid adults who dont use their brains.
crap.
Michelle called at
2:01 PM
November 18, 2004
i like suppers.esp if its at jalan kayu.yesterdae nite i went supper with bk bro kel bro francis n joy.haha.quite fun talking to them.
oh.n the stars were out last nite.they look fab.i love stars.
Michelle called at
10:28 AM
November 17, 2004
the morning was super slack.haha.i just..lazed around..played sims n at.
ac had prayer meeting.finally.it was at my place.first time ever sucha thing was held at my place.enoch j(x+y) came.it was great.the presence of God really came.but i really hope it wont just stop there.
oh.something weird happened.actually there was something i was being prompted to pray about.but i didnt exactly wanna open my mouth to say it.when i finally did say it..the whole room just kept spinning when my eyes were closed.halfway through the prayer i had to go answer the door..but when i came back and resumed..the room spun again.so weird.is that me entering the spiritual realm?or some other indication..
went to town with enoch after that to check out pst's gift.i cant find the stupid thing.but enoch was really quite nice.i think he even wanted to send him home.luckily i quickly told him no need.phew.
oh wells.ac is coming again tomorrow.n n109 on fri.so fun!
Michelle called at
9:31 PM
November 16, 2004
mallery.dont be crazy.u're as skinny as the bamboo i used to hang my clothes.eh wait..i dont hang clothes.but thats not the point.haha
i FINALLY went back to the dentist.i just sat there n keep giggling to the dentist.tsk tsk.lost my 2nd plate..my wire came out n even bracket fell out.terrible man.haha.im surprised he didnt throw me out of the window.but i think he charged me $200 extra.crap.
i wanna buy lotsa stuff.clothes n shoes n bags n all.sigh.i cant wait to the rich.no no..i cant wait to make money.haha.
i need tuition jobs.any kind souls will like to advertise me?haha.i'll reward the person with a nice christmas gift.heehee.
Michelle called at
9:08 PM
oh.i didnt mention.i feel fat.sigh.
Michelle called at
9:38 AM
IM SO HAPPY!i finally met up with my beloved friends aka pauline jasmine mallery perlynn cindy qi charmaine.gosh.i havent seen them in centuries.
yar.tonite was photo nite..as of any other gathering.we just snapped n snapped n snapped.i have a terrible tendency to blink.i hafta learn to open my eyes during flashes.oh all u who r reading..u must send me the links to the photos when u upload them k??!!
ohs ohs.i must announce this.PAULINE WAS THE PRETTIEST TODAY!im like 100% serious.shes absolutely hot.haha.i have never seen my dear friend in that manner before..n she looks fabulous.*muacks*my beloved pau..(yum yum)
sigh.ij.10 years.its all jus so fast.
Michelle called at
1:05 AM
November 15, 2004
i heard it wasnt good.sigh.
Michelle called at
1:09 PM
November 14, 2004
today was mad.i was perspiring like crazy even before service started.but service was good.at least i understand.hold on..i was spacing out cos..i dunno la.haha.but the anointing was really there la.
yar.i had a lot to blog.crap.my brain is getting leaky.
Michelle called at
7:01 PM
November 10, 2004
*claps* michelle just achieved something new today.she helped write a script.haha.
yar.jc cluster thing.cant believed i did it after making that scene.*sticks tongue out*
but the story is really sweet.yar.
Michelle called at
11:25 PM
November 9, 2004
yesterday was sucha fun night.we went out for dinner to celebrate sally's birthday at china jump.nice ambience and atmosphere.but considering how loud we are..i think we totally destroyed it.exactly like how we destroyed that lovey-dovey atmosphere at cafe cartel that time.
haha.i didnt eat cos i was broke.but i think the rest really enjoyed their food.n we did a confession game.or rather we forced it.im not much harmed.but boon kiat and bro kel suffered the most.oh wells..that shows how much we really love them la k.haha.
Michelle called at
8:25 AM
November 3, 2004
i wanted to blog last nite after doing my follow ups.my conversations are getting superficial.just asking about pw.how interesting eh?haha.i needa be more substantial.i need God to help me as i call.
oh yar.i wanted to post this analogy i thought of a few days ago.its as to why people face parental opposition.. esp if they are the 1st to get converted.i think tons of people thought of it already..but im still proud it came to my brain.haha:
when we first get saved..we have a little light lit inside of us (cos we are the light of the world).and typically..if u're in a super duper dark room and u're so accustomed to the pitch black surroundings..u'll get irritated if someone suddenly lights up.or at least i would be.haha.so thats the opposition period!yar.people will come and beat u up for disturbing their routinal mundane life.but...after a while..like what the Bible promises (when one is saved..the whole household will be saved) those who had beaten u up will b interested in the light too.when they beat u up..they'll rub off some sparks from you..and eventually their explode into flames and be lit up by God's light too!
wow.what a smart analogy given to smart michelle by smart God.hahahas.
Michelle called at
8:08 AM
November 2, 2004
i just finished pw presentation.or rather i finished it 2hrs 20mins ago.yar.it was so screwed.but heck.its all over.so im fine with it.hahas
yesterday we had an urgent prayer meet.it was seriously urgent.we're in danger.we've lost the passion..the fire..the radicalism.yar.i still remember last time when i wont care about my face and just scroll through my whole phone list n sms everyone.even my relief teacher.but now..im so scared to even contemplating asking a U1.i need that fire again.the initiative.yar.
Michelle called at
4:56 PM
November 1, 2004
i just updated with a whole wishlist.haha.
God I'm praying someone will just answer ur prompts to bless me.