October 31, 2003
ITS HALLOWEEN!sad that we hardly haf any celebrations in town.or rather my family has no indication that they were ever going to celebrate it.typical conservative family la.
so interesting to read all the trick-or-treat n dressing up stuff.ahhhhhh.weirdos.
was supposed to meet cheuk.but ended up sleeping.quite sad.esp since i slept for 4 straight hours.sigh.
Michelle called at
3:50 PM
did i mention i was in a new dilemma between vj n hc?its so frustrating.cheuk asked me to go hc.jo asked me to go vj.jieyun n jingxuan asked me to go hc.dwayne asked me to go vj.HOW IRRITATING!!
anyway.haha.i haf kinda decided to go hc for 1st 3 months.hopefully can earn some loyalty points incase my chinese cant make it la.haha.decided to put the schools in tis order: ac aj sa mj cj.i kinda shoved sa in recently.cos i totally forgot bout tt school.haha.one of the backup schools la.
os starts on mon.im scared.sigh.
n.m i going to bother to run to the market to get food??!!or jus take a bus.hahaha.
Michelle called at
7:03 AM
October 28, 2003
my stomach hurts.might b the countless sit ups i did.actually i doubt its at least 50.i just conveniently forgot to count.hahaha.
today's pract was relatively easy.how i wish bio pract was tis easy.sigh.
ah.Os is approaching.its right at my doorstep.sad.i dont wanna open the door.
i hafta b at cck at 8 2ml.thats madness.its a beautiful weds morning.im meant to b snugging in the comfort of my bed!ahhhh!!!
Michelle called at
7:42 PM
October 27, 2003
wanted to blog last nite.was already on the blogging page when sally called n had a long chat with her.obviously i was too paiseh-ed to blog anymore since i already wasted my time.
anyway.yesterdae's praise was SO GOOD!ya.best one since youth conference.hahaha.wasnt in choir so i really could enjoy the atmosphere.the message was strong too.convictions and preferences.could really feel god's conviction within my heart.pastor kong was also preaching so strong that we practically just clapped throughout the service instead of taking down notes.it was zai la.
n209 had their own cell lunch.n miraculously n109 just disappeared too.dunno wads wrong with our cg la.totally not growing.sally was rather upset over it too.im afraid we'd b stagnant like n175 too.that wud b SAD........
anyway.just a piece of good news.IM ENGAGED TO CHEUK YING N SALLY.haha.ya.we prefer threesome.hahahahahahaha.dennis was so jealous that he decided to go n look for gabriel n adopt a child to form his own little happy family.wad a weirdo.hahaha.but its quite cool.we each got a ring.prob now xcept sally cos we werent too sure bout her ring size - whether it was 13 or 17.haha.turned out im quite right bout the former.im smart.thats all i can say.
dennis' ex hate me now.she think its me that caused their breakup.IM INNOCENT.he didnt haf to show her the sms rite?someone xplain to her please.u ditto.
ah.must mug hard.ONLY 1 WEEK LEFT!
Michelle called at
8:30 AM
October 24, 2003
i just got home.i stink.literally.argh.hate it man.
had cg in the morning.it was good.message was a little fundamental though.we sang the fellowship song n so many people cried.man.i love n09-ers.when i was hugging jingxuan,she just picked me up n spun me around.haha.i went screaming like mad.LOVE YA JINGXUAN!
had steamboat n bbq after that.noe its kinda early.but hu cares rite?hahaha.dennis n lengkian officially swam.kenneth was the unofficial one who just impromptu dived into the pool.haha.stupid sean n kwanie wanted to dump me into the pool lor.so mean!
after that went to ngee ann with the guys to play bball.mugged with jx n jieyun.haha.actually i spent more time on the fone talking to pauline.that stupid lengkie made me carry his bag frm the bball court to the stands lor.i looked like an idiot balancing the phone between my shoulders n my ears while slinging my bag on one shoulder and dragging his bag on the other hand.SO DUMB!
anyway.did i tell u how we got into ngee ann?we had to climb tis slope n crawl through tis hole in the fence.its so untotally michelle rite?!i've a sad life.wad more can i say.hahahaha.
ahhh.i wanna bathe.i seriously stink.
Michelle called at
8:54 PM
October 23, 2003
just came home not long ago in a cab.hadnt taken one for a gazillion years.haha.
went hcjc open house.SO TEMPTING!jieyun oso smsed me to ask me to go there.should i risk it?i scared i cant make it lehz.sad.rj is even more boring than hcjc.dam sad.saw yuyi there.was questioned like nuts by dennis.haha.
too much happened.dont wish to say too much.
Michelle called at
9:07 PM
October 21, 2003
had i mentioned bio pract sux?im sure i died for it.argh
just came back frm emme's house frm maths tuition.madness.didnt even prepare anything.so ended up just crapping at the side with sally.sad man.
Michelle called at
10:49 PM
ms carol just told me my piano results!i passed!by 4 marks!muahahaha!
Michelle called at
7:40 PM
October 20, 2003
just came back from dinner not long ago.it was pissing.hadnt had such a pissing dinner since the banquet.my granny was like scolding n scolding.trying to show that shes in power?wadeva man.telling us bout her old stories.who cares?!saying how her father-in-law used to hit people on the head with a opium pipe.i'll sue her if she dare hit me.
stupid woman.
Michelle called at
6:56 PM
October 19, 2003
just reached home.thot my dad wud b back to scold me.haha.turns out he hasnt even landed.haha.
woke up late tis morning cos i chatted till rather late last nite.allen sent me lotsa of his pix to tell me hus yandao.anyway.zac is not yandao.so y on earth wud i wanna snatch him frm her gf?lameo.oh.haha.n pastor said something today that was quite funny.he said we all are attached to him (i presume that includes guys too.muahahaha.) till 21.haha.so funny.no wonder bk only finished his vow recently.seems like i wud needa wait till i roughly finish uni den can get bf.haha.but no rush la.
pst chris o brien was zai.super good man.must of the songs were the ones that we haf sang b4 la.but got nice new songs too.haha.i wan the "LIFT" cd!muahahaha.i totally lost my voice after the praise n worship.haha.so good!
pst phil rox too.his preaching was super entertaining n interesting.really like what they said that pst phil is the testimonial kind.haha.linked lotsa stories.including betsy the lame n blind cow.ya.haha.you wont understand if u werent there.
anyway.i was dressed in the green toga top (paiseh all.it was green instead of red that i had earlier mentioned) n white skirt again.exactly the same as what i wore to granddad's bdae banquet.haha.a lot of people said very funny stuff la.eg.statue of liberty (n i poised for sarah with the cd as the book n a rolled up mag as the torch.lame rite?!) n greek goddess.haha.someone said i look like the jews in the past dressed in sackcloth.haha.weirdos.but i think i look nice can liao.mayb i haf to slim down too.haha.
everyone was their usual mean self in teasing me bout my height.haha.but thats an entertainment point too la.so i dont really mind.but cheryn ann wore heels today!madness.shes so freaking tall already lor.anyway her figure is really zai.haha.im not pervertic to notice or what la.but she really got the curves lor.she shud go modelling.haha.I'LL SUPPORT HER FOR SURE.haha.
boon kiat said sally looked like the jap students porno cd also.MEAN RITE?!haha.but i think sally looked good lor.she wore tis green short pleated skirt n white shirt.haha.she wanted to wear maxim's red tie too.but decided to give it to sean la.haha.
went out to ps with lotsa people after that.fun.walked around.made a din at the food court n baker's inn.i was so poor from the offering.but i believe the blessings will come.amen?!haha.
heard a really bad report that kinda shakened me.bout d***s (name has been astriek-ed to protect the identity of the defendant) n his group of frens.i think its really quite serious.was told that they would purposely drop their pens to see the girls underwear.thats applicable to girls that studied with them.which i believe is me.BUT though i always sit very obscenely i dont think that happened to me lor.i mean seriously la.but i just asked him n i think i wud believe in him.ya.hope my judgement is right.
-ihatepeoplewhobreachmytrustinthem-
Michelle called at
7:34 PM
October 18, 2003
just came home.rather shagged.
got pastor sun's cd n the journal.haha.cd rama was super filled lor.but its quite cool.we got on tv.haha.even though its just church tv.its better than nothing.haha.anyway.there was a restriction that we're not to call pst yock kiang pastor.haha.it was quite funny.so we had to start calling him lotsa funny stuff.eg.charming goh (his fav.haha) n uncle (courtesy of sophie.as usual.haha).
had lunch with diep sean amoz cheryn ann n a whole grp of foreign scholars going into nj nxt year.most of them r like younger than me.so unfair.*sticks out tongue*.anyway.i couldnt finish my carabona (something like tt la).had like 3/4 left lor.wasted my money.sux man.
went out with boon kiat ryan don liangwei sally stephanie n jacklyn after cg n the cd launch thingy.haha.christine was supposed to join us but justin's shoes split.how sad.we ate simply thai at citylink.haha.ALL the guys ate the beef noodles.thanks to ryan's recommendation.how boring rite.no variations.girls..being smarter (i can hear all the "yeahs" n applause.haha!)..decided to share.so we bought tom yam soup beef noodles pineapple rice spring rolls n mango desert.it was so nice!haha.esp the tom yam soup.can even feel the soup down the throat.muahahaha.
oh.me n sally tried out some gowns at daniel yam aka david taro.haha.lame rite.it was quite embarrassing la.the woman asked me to take out my sports bra.i felt super exposed lor.can you imagine.gross.anyway.halfway through..the guys who were at T1 (some shoe shop) came back n visit us.esp boon kiat since he wanna pick out something for his cross dressing habit.haha.thats mean.ahhhh..anyway(again) they suddenly popped into the shop n it was so embarrassing to see them staring at us in the gowns.i mean sally looked really good *wolf whistles* but i dont.n im braless.remember?!i could hear don going "wah.michelle".saddening.
ah.thats basically the day.zachary..u betta come tomorrow.yay!haha.
Michelle called at
7:34 PM
October 15, 2003
oh ya.that was a freaking funny my grandaunt made when i came home from the jog.she went "so skinny still jog ah?"(its super loosely translated.so im really sorry if you want to correct my grammer or wadsoeva)yes yes.i can see felice gasping and rachel rolling her eyes.
Michelle called at
5:39 PM
just came back from a jog.hadnt had one in centuries.pretty amazing that i managed to make up my mind to run.
can feel all the heat emitting out of my body now.i like the sensation.haha.can have a nice bath later one.yay.
i put on weight liao.must b all the pigging these few days.argh.must run everyday.hope i continue to haf the perseverance.argh.
Michelle called at
5:28 PM
October 14, 2003
i nearly ate myself sick just now.skipped bio n emaths lessons after the morning amaths class on functions.went to visit mummy at the hospital before she got discharged.in the meantime went to haf my "recess" at delifrance.ate a full set of supposedly french food myself.i still think the bbq chicken taste weird.no idea y jas like it.weirdos.
dad soon came to pay the bill den we went for lunch at europa with aunt karen,edwin n jo,who faithfully rushed down just to join us for food.haha.smart huh?anyway.the usual piggish me just forced myself down with another whole set of jap food.haha.it was like a whole bowl of sushi rice and raw fish lor.how could i resist the temptation?anyway.im sure i had eaten my whole day's meal already.
guess whats the sad part now?im hungry again.how to lose weight like tt?argh.
Michelle called at
5:55 PM
October 13, 2003
just got off the fone with louisa.hadnt talked to her for such a long time.miss u dearie.*hugs*
couldnt get back my results cos i owe the sch like nearing 200 cows.suck man.everyones comparing their cme results (lame rite..) and i just sat there with nothing.saddening.
went to visit mummy with sally.bought her a bouquet of flowers from langauge of love.freaking cheap man.next time buy flower must go there.12 bucks worth of flowers have like 6 roses lorz.super man.
went to cheuk's house after that.studied there.supposedly.hahahaha.spent more time crapping la.
that roughly what happened.
Michelle called at
9:30 PM
October 12, 2003
im acting as little grace.haha.everyone.must come to the christmas party on 26Dec k?im acting in the drama!muahahaha.i was picked for obvious reasons *coughs*.wadeva man.
today's message by robb thompson was super zai.hes like another a.r. bernard k?the logics all super cheem one.haha.mayb i will type out what i learnt in my service if i've the time.
i finally redeemed my book of zechariah cd after like gazillion years.ya.hahahahahaha.im so gonna b blessed.
went to mug with cheuk ying sal n xiaoxian.haha.but i didnt do much mugging.spent more time crapping instead.hahaha.
got scolded for daddy for poor time management.wadeva man.i must learn to do my stuff properly.if not i wud lose my chance of going to church.
ah.my mummy is in hospital.everyone pray 4 her k?
you are my light and salvation
whom shall i fear
you are the strength of all my days
and whom shall i be afraid
though war may arise against me
of this will i be sure
that i will bless the lord forever
i'll bless your holy name
yes i will bless the lord forever
i'll bless your name
lord it is you i desire
it's you that i seek
to live with you in your house forever
beholding your beauty
and in the times of trouble
of this will i be sure
you ask me who do i
say that you are and i
say that you are the christ
son of the living god
-you are/you are god
Michelle called at
8:47 PM
October 10, 2003
boring dae in sch.
sch sux.monday is the official last dae of sch.
unofficially.sch isnt over until os start.wad the crap.
Michelle called at
3:10 PM
October 9, 2003
oh ya.i forgot to blog the "interesting" event that happened last nite.
it happened when the extremely hardworking me *please do not cough.sars is still around.* was watching tv cum studying cum chatting with my sisters (im extremely capable with multi-tasking) when my grandaunt suddenly dashed into the room and told us to call our parents not to come into the house and dial up the police in the process.of course my natural reaction was "huh?!wad?!".she slowly (actually it was a rather hasty one) explained that my psycho uncle is outside my house and might hurt my father.thats because he had threatened to kill my dad with 25 stabs (no idea why 25.mayb cos its a perfect square?but 4 is also a perfect square!cant he had chosen it instead?!) or slashes or who cares what with a knife.i mean..hes truly psycho since he was locked up in the asylum before.
obviously knowing the nature of my grandaunt and granny and people like that..i asked repeatedly if they really want to summon the police.anyway i did and i sounded ridiculous by saying "eh.someone is trying to kill my dad".i mean that must be the dumbest sentence i have ever said in my life at such a crucial time.just as i hung up my sister,who was standing at the window to look out for my father,screamed at the sight of my mum's car.we got frantic and all rushed downstairs to see whats or what might be happening.
at that time i was freaking freaking scared.i can just feel tis flutter in my heart (i thot its only at romantic times.i haf a weird heart.).i really had tis scene flashing before me that my uncle will really stab my dad when i was rushing down the stairs.freaking scary scary scary.
turned out nothing much.that stupid guy just yelled for a long while and walked away.i nearly went into another "hng?wads wrong with him?no action one ah?" cycle.thats pretty ungrateful considering the fact that my dad escaped unscath.when i went back upstairs me and my sister started to tear.you can just tell how frantic we were then (though i had such weird thoughts swirling through my head all tis while).
i feel sad for my dad.he just got discharged from hospital for some heart surgery that day and he had to suffer such attacks again.wad an ungrateful thingy that guy is.argh.
Michelle called at
9:34 PM
went to school *applauses*.heard frm shih min that theodora tan blew her top yesterdae because of the horrible prelim results.luckili i wasnt there.haha.
life has been rather mundane.there isnt much time left before os.im doing too much maths.argh.
im so scared bout jc entry.can i even get into vj?praying hard praying hard.sigh.all these talk bout jc only make it even more frantic.
Michelle called at
5:28 PM
October 8, 2003
pon school.thanks to yuyi's influence.thats not good.i merely refused to wake up and when my mum asked if there was school i grunted (sounds like pigs.sheesh) a bit.den she just left without me.haha.not my fault rite? *nods*
i barely finished my breakfast,which i consumed 5 secs after i woke up.haha.piggish huh?but i didnt eat dinner last nite la,when my grandaunt came in and told us the latest family issue.haha.my aunt' stuff.its too long to be posted.or rather i cant b bothered to post la.
i feel so much stress for my dad.he seems to b the only sane one in the family.wads wrong with the other rest ah?mental disorder?
anyway..my dad's coronary artery i getting a little narrow.i told him to cut down on his fats.see...ok.everyone must pray hard for him k?!
Michelle called at
10:10 AM
October 7, 2003
tired.maths throughout the day.i think i will do chinese tomorrow.jiang hua yi ah.haha.
Michelle called at
10:42 PM
today was a wasteful dae.esp of time.didnt do much.only did maths throughout the whole day.thats because i didnt bothered to listen to selvam tok bout chem pract nor to the transparencies of cambrige feedbacks.
went to thomsom plaza to get tys.there was tis freaking idiot boy who purposely ran up to me and ask where was starbucks when i was just 2 metres behind him.after i gave him a super irritated look and said "behind" you..he bounced back to his couch at starbucks and joined his frens.wad an idiot.
tys are so ex.but i dun wan the redspot one.who would want an answer right after the question.3/4 of the times i can see the answer even before i attempt the question lor.
im going to miss ij big time.we had farewell mass and i nearly cried.*sobs*.mr tan n ms yip suggested that we book a suite at ritz on grad nite.haha.exactly what i thought..right mal?!haha.we can all bring sleeping bags and sleep on the floor liao.haha.so fun so fun.last time the whole class would be together.how sweet.
love ya miss yip and mr tan.never forget us like how i would never forget you guys.
Michelle called at
3:38 PM
October 6, 2003
yesterdae's dinner was the worse i have ever been.gross service and horrific quality of food.im sure i can cook so much better than the ones served man..
and there was a topless show after the dinner for all the jigopek.totally sucky.i spent so much time doing rubbish.crap man.
Michelle called at
2:43 PM
October 5, 2003
gotta blog fast.got porridge waiting for me downstairs.haha.
today's service was zai.talked bout potter and clay.how we are moulded by god.later left on the shelf.that has double connotations as said by boon kiat.specifically for me because of what i said yesterdae.wadeva man.
had another core meeting.i tink we are going to have one every week.haha.got a lot of events man.we are really going to get souls saved.
dinner later.quite sian bout it.esp since i didnt manage to get any magazines that i had previously decided to bring.
Michelle called at
4:31 PM
October 4, 2003
life is full of shocks.after barely recovering from the one last nite..i had another one.just 3 secs ago.haha.zhenyi called and asked whens the shuaimatthew's bdae.im sure i cracked my head and cant think which matthew that i know is shuai (mayb the one jo is close to la.but tat one isnt even in my church)haha.i tink its that nerdy nerdy cute (literally.not connotations like handsome within) boy from acs(b).haha.hes rather cute (in the same literal sense please) cos hes a bit gong gong and stuff like that.haha.innocence i guess.thats rather charming.haha.
anyway.had a treacherous dae.made a futile trip to suntec.had a great prayer meeting.wonderful cg meeting (though i forgot my bible and notebook.exactly how i did that was unexplainable).walked from suntec to citylink mall and back before i FINALLY got my clothes for tomorrow.haha.in short..i walked around a lot.
sermon for cg was like an extract of christian lifestyle.im quite sure its chapter 8 cos i had the lesson with jingxuan in pst tan's room.so cool sia.haha.
had dinner with sal christine sophie zhenyi amoz sean liangwei ariel boon kiat and pastor after cg.dear boon kiat treated me.so sweet.ok.shall get him something nicer for christmas la.haha.
anyway.got a maroon toga top and white skirt for tomorrow.got a pinkish/maroon halter top as backup.haha.
oh well.its late.better go n get my beauty sleep.Zzzz
Michelle called at
11:10 PM
October 3, 2003
shocking news just travelled to me.yes.i bet im the last to know.and that sux.
sally.you were supposed to fall off your bed in shock k?
shes finally coming over.will we work in harmony?or will wars erupt frequently?will i need to go for counselling so often that i would know how many strands of hair pastor or christine or boon kiat has?
saddening.
Michelle called at
10:39 PM
its kinda finalised.my aggregate wud b nine or ten.can i enter vj with that?sighs!just praying hard that i can get an a1 for a maths.esp since they have rose the standards of a1 from 75 to 80.dam freak lorz.
n wad shud i take in jc?bio chem cmaths n wad?econs?but is econs like another humans where i wud haf to study like mad?or am i going to take phy again.
life is full of choices.and im at such a crucial crossroad.sigh.
Michelle called at
5:50 PM
i feel stressed.i woke up like 15 mins earlier cos i couldnt sleep anymore.the thought of geog marks n jc entry totally stressed me out.sux man.
Michelle called at
6:06 AM
October 2, 2003
got back chinese.its shocking.its one of the most dumbest mark i've ever seen.im rather consoled by it too.i passed.right on the dot.like..100/200 or 50/100.shocking.i nearly failed my whole prelims.thank god lao shi pushed me up (if she did lah).
had rj talk.it was tempting.but sadly i wont make it with my prelims marks.sux.mal wanna go there.think she wud fit in nice.contemplating vj with pau cin n perlynn.mal might join us if she cant make it to rj.haha.hope lotsa people go there n join us lah.
went to mug at woodlands lib with dennis weixiong n their tis fren whose name i noe nothing of.certainly not what i call productive.my own fault though.couldnt remember any social studies details and it was rather impossible to write any essay.not to mention 5 of them which i was scheduled to.haha.
okok.i still hadnt got my dinner gown.hows?
Michelle called at
7:43 PM
October 1, 2003
just came back frm shopping for sunday's dinner.didnt get anything.sad.
there was fond hugs there.tried tis top.quite nice.but didnt realy like the colour.couldnt think of anything to match it either.there was tis super bright pink n nice skirt but its too long.sad.haha.everything seemed sad huh?
tried tis other dress from clothes publisher too.quite nice.but its too big.shocking sia.never thought i would need to fit into a s dress.im shocked.haha.but its quite unique.even my sister said that.or mayb she was just trying to comfort me.haha.
there was another pink dress (pink again?!haha.) from phuture london.the design looks quite cool.but seemed too plain for the price.and it looked exactly like stuff my irritating auntie (dad's bro's wife.slut) wears.if she happens to get that too (though i doubt since its rather ex) i can just dig a hole to the core of the earth and stay there forever.
guess i would only go shopping again on saturday.would have to rush like mad then.
Michelle called at
9:51 PM
i am so gonna die.i will definitely end up in cj.thats if they r willing to admit me.
calculated and my min is 10pts.freaks man.
English - B3 (and tis is after moderation?!!freaks!)
Humanities - B3 (totally not confimed.but hope it wont go lower)
Chinese - A1 (not higher chinese duh.from last year's os)
Emaths - A1 (should be able to get lah.only need to pass the remaining paper wads)
Amaths - A1 (hope so.not too sure either.just need to maintain the performance)
Some Science - A1 (mayb chem or bio.physics was a complete flop).
sighs.it sux.but its my fault la.i didnt mug hard.thats y im supposed to do that now.sighs.
anyway.im super irritated with batman (if u all know whos that).haha.the one that goes fanning cos shes going to faint or die from heart attack after receiving news bout her excellent results.she shud just cut down on her fats diet k?cindy said something like "not again?" too.super farnee.ahh.be more tactful lah can?
had some grooming session.freaking funny.jean had a makeover.so pretty.haha.
got back papers and my heart sank to the core of the earth.doubt it wud ever return to my body.sux man.the teachers r so irritating.the papers r never complete.except for mr chan..for once.sucks.the teachers sux.my results sux.argh.
tomorrow got rj talk.should i bother to go to school?