August 31, 2003
hadnt pray for so long for like a week.though it wasnt like super long.just the usual 20 mins.and all i did was just pray in tongues n worship for a short while.thats before my father barged into the room n scared me.actually i was quite scared cos i was kinda denouncing the devil.sudden this fear just overpower me.scary.i seem to be visualizing the devil to be sitting on the bed n staring at me.freaky.so i kinda got scared.but prayed that god wud give me the strength n power n boldness against it.but still too freaked out.*shudders*.felt like praying more.but.truly freaked out.shant destroy my faith just to make myself seem zai.
anyways.back bout today's stuff.message was tremendous.bout missionary.as expected.esp after pst ulf's message on weds nite.haha.i wanna go for the indonesia mission trip in dec.think lengkie also wanna go.pastor is kinda ok with.says needa get parental consent though.i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go.buts its likes 1100 lors.haha.im using lotsa "s" cos im feeling kinda weirds.haha.sees?haha.madnesss.
boon kiat was sharing his vision.it was bout him entering this really big and majestic conference hall n he sat at the table.he just slammed the table n demanded things to be done his way.n jiang zemin n mao tse tung just cowered n agreed!so cool right!it really shows that we as christians shud not b compromising to the world but should really stand up against the forces of evil.yeah!he was saying that why he was influential over them was because he was with a lionhead.sounds corny but its so meaningful.the lion represents christ (i think.didnt really hear properly) and victory.so we would and should be victorious over the world.for He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world!(amen!) christine also had a vision.its bout the champgne glasses in a wedding banquet.you know.the whole stack ones.anyways.she said the glasses were the people..with pastor kong n sun at the top and the holy spirit aka champgne flowing through them to the leadership to the cellgroups and into us.we should not be a lonely n dry champgne at the end of the day but truly be so filled and so saturated.the champgne glasses also represented the souls as more champgne glasses would mean more people at the banquet.cool rights?my leaders rocks.
pastor rocks too.haha.we bought him a cactus for teachers day present.haha.he still has a rather bad sore throat.sounds rather horrible.haha.hadnt heard him like that for quite some time.maybe we should buy him strepsils instead.haha.anyway.the cactus represents him evergreen and is full of water.always saturating us with his spirit.haha.cool huh?i feel so blessed to be directly under Him.he rox.haha.
went to mug with sally at jp library.it is so freaking small n noisy.sally fell asleep studying.haha.typical of her.went to swensens to eat after that.hadnt eat for so long.the baked rice rox.all the creamy cheese.mamamia.haha.n she also bought the sticky chewy choco.woah.super chocolatey.all the chocolate n fudge.madnessly sweet.i think im going to get diabeties from that bowl of ice cream.haha.i think sally is nice.haha.just yakked all the way.not that i never noticed la.just that im publicly proclaiming it now.haha.i realised that she really has a mind of her own.thinks a lot.pretty contrary from what i always thought.haha.
i asked my dad if he wanna take us for jap dinner cos i had the urge to eat sashimi.haha.i love raw fish.his reply was "wa.you fat rabbit".wadseva.
woah.i took like at least 20 mins type the above.i could haf been praying my heart out.sucks.okie.i must pull myself together.gotta mug real hard.shall try to hit 53 hours too.shall try to blog less often (everyone would miss me of course) n watch less tv.it shall be done.amen
Michelle called at
8:51 PM
leila studied 53 hrs.im shocked.
im bad.am supposed to b in church by 9 for choir pract.but i woke up late..rather willfully..and took the first bus,wasted time putting on make up and ended up reaching only at like 0920.tsk right.but the bus ride was quite fun la.mi n boon kiat were quite mean.made sean run to macs to get hashbrown n coffee.haha.but breakfast is important you know?*gives an innocent look*.haha.ryan was talking throughout the trip bout his chalet n his frens getting drunk.den boon kiat also chipped in some experience.thought it was quite gross.but funny la.weird what people do under influence of alcohol.haha.
just ate some meat bun.needa rush off to do prayers.feel like saying so much more.but will return if i haf the time.
Michelle called at
8:05 PM
August 30, 2003
spiritually dry.argh.that sucks.
went for piano lesson early in the morning.had to go on my own cos mummy dont wanna fetch.hate it.must practice scales big time.the pieces arent even perfect yet.die already.aural also.i cant even differentiate 2/4 3/4 and 4/4.dam sad.
went to amk lib to study after that.i was so hungry that i could feel my stomach grumbling to loudly in the quiet room.i think that china man sitting beside me also could hear.so i left earlier than i scheduled myself to and went to bishan to get a plate of chickeny rice.quite nice.i think next time i shall try the duck rice.haha.for fun las.
went to dans house for prayer meet after tt.had a talk with christine bout some stuff *confidential*.haha.i was pretty tired throughout it.pretty evident la.cos everyone could sense it.anyway.dans dad bought lotsa durians.didnt felt like eating.so just stood there n watch the people savour the yellow flesh delightfully.haha.
okie okie.i must go mug.supposedly
Michelle called at
7:41 PM
August 29, 2003
crack already.
Michelle called at
11:29 AM
went to shit again.argh.im sure its constipation.shucks.im going to eat lotsa bananas.yewwwwww.
anyways.cried in the toilet while reading reader's digest.i couldnt help it.the story was just so touching.if anyone got the..er...sep 03 issue..go read it.its the batten disease thingy.its so sad!
haha.think im too emotional.
Michelle called at
10:18 AM
my butt hurts.i think it cracked.argh.constipation?sheesh.i think its gotta do with my diet.hadnt had vegetables or fruits for a real long time.argh.hate it.
Michelle called at
6:52 AM
August 28, 2003
venue for grad night is changed again.haha.its at ritz carlton now!yay!so exciting!muahahahaha.
anyways.stayed back for night study.returned not long ago.had a fruitful time with mrs selvam.haha.asked her the pastor's question but she doesnt noe how to answer too.how can fred n bunch answer that kind of question?its madness.
bought flowers 4 selvam n mr tan.looks super droopy.but its the thought that counts.oh wait.actually theres no thoughts too.cos i feel kinda forced.haha.oh wells.madness.
haha.
Michelle called at
9:59 PM
August 27, 2003
crap.my whole less entry was deleted off.
anyway.service just officially ended.but i noe most of the people r still worshipping there now.i wanna be there.i wanna be there to soak n saturate in the atmosphere.argh.the message was so powerful.the anointing was so strong.you should have seen the choir.the musicians.the song leaders all just fall under the power of the holy spirit.pastor ulf just gently touch one n they crumble like sand pillars.the interlocked n praying pastors also all just buckled and fell onto the ground.pastor ulf just ran across the chair n touched as many people as possible and people just fell like nobody's business.
i should have been there.if i was there.i wud sing for choir.i wud then receive the impartation.i dont wanna miss out anymore.
WE R GOING TO GROW FRM A FAITH CHURCH TO A MISSION CHURCH!YEAH!
Michelle called at
10:56 PM
service is still on.i wanna pray in the spirit.i wanna just shout out his praise.i hate being restrained.i wanna scream like how those are doing in church now.
i hate myself.i wanna be in that service.you should have seen how the people were so excited.how the atmosphere was so thick.i can even feel it flowing through me when im like billion light years away from the church building now.hallelujah HALLELUJAH!WE R GOING TO GROW FROM A FAITH CHURCH TO A MISSION CHURCH!
you should have seen how to people fell under the anointing of god.the choir fell like dominos.sis bel n a lot of the musicians just toppled over.something i wud never see on stage.the pastors were also interlocked n fell under the power together.if only i was in the meeting.if only i sang for choir tonight.if only if only.this is going to be the greatest regrets of my life.i dont wanna miss anymore meetings.i dont wanna lose out on the portion of god.
Michelle called at
10:53 PM
August 26, 2003
just finished the ulf elkman conference.today was dam rock.but i was tired.fell asleep halfway through the preaching.mans.how am i going to lend zhenyi my notes when its super incomplete n even i dont understand?arghhh...
but the atmosphere there was super high.can tell.i wanna be there too.i wanna raise my hands n shout n jump n pray in tongues without restrain.yars.i feel restrained here cos my mum n sis r like watching me.i must learn not to be restricted.yeah.shall do it tomorrow.
ohs well.i think i needa sleep soon.so much not done.argh.going to die.
Michelle called at
10:25 PM
wanted to blog after the conference.but dad gave me a huge talk bout time management.say im spending too much time with church stuff.argh.he just doesnt understand.he doesnt have the revelation.
anyway.the conference was great.too bad if you missed it.if you're going to buy the vcd frm church remember to lend me kz?haha.pst ulf's story was super inspirational n prophetic.woah.you should haf heard.
ohs well.gotta eat n dash off to school
Michelle called at
6:28 AM
August 25, 2003
watching the ulf elkman revival service now.haha.actually its still offering.waiting for it to all start.yay.excited
anyway.pastor sun is nominated for the world's something something.cant remember.but its dam zai one.praying that she wud win n glorify His name.amen!haha.so excited.so exciting.
shall blog more when im done.
Michelle called at
8:20 PM
August 24, 2003
pissing.pissing.pissing.im so angry now.screamed at my uncle just now.im expecting a big scolding soon.argh.so fed up.
he was such a pest.came into the house n started to nag n insult n scream at my granny regarded my dad.my mood for watching the tv was totally spoilt the moment he stepped in.when granddad asked me to fetch him a cup of barley drink n he scoffed at me i totally blew it.i just screamed back at him.he was quite taken aback but heck.when i grabbed my things to go upstairs i utter "stupid s**t".i kinda regretted the moment i uttered it.but.argh.nevermind.wads said cant b taken back.anyway.wad happened later can b shown below:
he: so ill-mannered (i translated it from chinese.hes vocab wud never ever extend till there)
me: it only depends on who im talking to (bet he didnt understand cos i screamed it all out in english)
if you wanna talk bout ill mannerism you better check yourself first.
haha.it was cool.but its so disobedient to god's word.argh.its so hard.
Michelle called at
4:34 PM
just read adeline's blog.heard/saw shes auditioning for snyo.thought of going for it at the beginning of the year too.but cant make it.need a teacher n principal's signature.hello..im already so irresponsible with my music lessons last year.you think she wud allow me to?nevermind.might consider it again next year when i arrive in a totally new environment.man.if i get in *cross fingers* i wud haf tons of things to juggle.so exciting.haha.ya ya.im mad.
came home rather late last nite.luckili dad was asleep if not i wunt even b blogging now.i wud haf been in the hospital.sheesh.haha.went to get boon kiat's bdae presents thats why.i still got the humongous chocolate cake in my fridge to bring to church.i think its going to b a little obvious.esp if hes going to take church bus too.sheesh.haha.
but it was fun getting the car model for him.it was quite farnee.me sal cheuk n chris all made a great din in the shop.haha.it was so hilarious.we even had to resort to calling bro patrick n francis cos there were too many styles of porsche 911 there.why is the porsche nice ah?i think the bmw one is nicer.tsk.weird taste.
it was overall a great day.except wasting my time sleeping for 3 hrs n not going to school or piano exam.haha.
Michelle called at
7:50 AM
August 23, 2003
i lost 4 kg.yay.
Michelle called at
7:04 AM
August 22, 2003
scandal.haha.i was let into the gossip of a scandal.haha.it doesnt involve me directly (duh?!) but its quite farnee to know.haha.i love to listen to gossips (tsk.thats unbiblical.not good not good).i love to see the reaction of the people who were let into the secret too.haha.the shock written all over their face.its so funny.
today's prayer was good.surprisingly.esp since i had 2 bad daes in a row.anyway.piano sux.i played until i was so angry.i think they are wrong when they say playing music is an enjoyment.me playing the piano is a really big example.haha.but actually i like to play the clarinet.its quite contradicting but i like to perform on it.haha.gives a greater sense of achievement.oh wells.life is full of contradictions
prelims really really soon.only managed to finish 3 chapters of ss.argh.die liao.
Michelle called at
8:38 PM
August 21, 2003
super irritated.piano sux.my mouth n toe hurt.cant pray.sux.my spiritual life is so going to slip.from 20 mins to barely 10 mins.sux.sux.sux.
had bs though.cos i was too early went exploring esplanade.wanna borrow so many scores.there r nice ones for clarinet n pianos.i feel like buying a clarinet.mayb i shud persuade daddy to do that.it wud b cool.just tat i wud seem a little pro-band.haha.
anyway.bs was good.pastor was telling me to make sure revival sweep through the school.must do things intentionally.
yah.piano exam in like less than 2 weeks (actually its 2 weeks lah) yet i cant even do my scales properly.sux.
Michelle called at
8:35 PM
August 20, 2003
feel so restless.couldnt pray properly.maybe its with my lips.its so chapped.i really should go to the doctor soon.sighs.i stopped the moment that was this slight indication that the holy spirit was present.sucks.why cant i focus on the spiritual things for like just 10 mins?i mean i can spend like 10 mins on a stupid practical yet i can hardly spent that time with God?
the exam clash has been resolved.but the actual details not known yet.need to wait for mrs alex to confirm.
i love my mum.
Michelle called at
8:49 PM
August 19, 2003
i feel much better now.i was shouting n praising god n denouncing the devil.it rox.the lord rox.
Michelle called at
9:07 PM
im so stressed out.im burned out.i feel depressed.i need energy.i need god.
i started to cry even before i started praying.im just so so so tired.i cant concentrate.im waiting for mr tan's reply regardin my english prelims.sux.why is the devil doing this to me?im definitely doing something that he doesnt want me to do.
father just give me the strength to fulfil your purpose for me!
i feel so depressed hearing so many people committing suicide.i think im going to slip into depression just like louie.i wanna cry again.im going to try to pray again.i need the strength.
Michelle called at
8:50 PM
August 18, 2003
god works in powerful ways.i was just praying n praying n praying when suddenly the spirit just fell.actually i kinda wanted to give up cos i couldnt feel the presence.i knelt down again when the tinkling feeling just came.suddenly i had a vision.god was just telling me to reach out to my dad's fren that was in the car.i mean it was just so real.cos we (or rather my dad n the woman) was talking bout christianity for like 5 secs in the car.haha.i never thought of reaching out to her but the lord just spoke so clearly to me just now.
change her.transform her.
Michelle called at
8:27 PM
August 17, 2003
haha.im blogging again.must share my testimony.
god's presence was so strong when i was praying just now.i had a word from god in the car when i was travelling home.im sure its from god cos my pea brain wud haf never thought of such powerful thoughts myself.it just came and spoke "david is a man after god's own heart.what bout yours".i was so convicted in the car.i haf always told myself that what i do is for god.but i dont really link myself enough to god.
so just now during prayer time i knelt down.i usually walked around the room.i just spoke in tongues den i confessed that i want to be like david.after god's own heart.i could feel the holy spirit just pour out so powerfully onto me.at first it just felt like some tremor at my cheeks.den it started to spread to my hands.i could just feel it.its so so so so real.powerful.
actually during the whole course i could feel the spirit slowly slipping away.the tremor seem to tone down abit.den i wud realise cos im unconsciously thinking other matters ie. reading my sms from yyy.den i just switch myself back into the spiritual world.and the presence wud b so strong again.
im gonna share this testimony next sat.yay!
father.i just wanna b after your own heart.focusing on nothing else but you.
Michelle called at
8:35 PM
studied social studies.FINALLY finished the part on israel n jordan.it was texing man.i slept for like 2 hours (make that 1 and a half) after that and woke up freezing.sheesh.
yar.like i said.service was good.the best since mike connell.haha.powerful!we must all have puritypassion n power!i feel so charged up n the holy spirit just flowing through me as i typed that.hallelujah.
Michelle called at
7:53 PM
had a tremendous service today.it ended so powerfully.everyone was shouting and jumping and screaming.even the old folks.exciting man!
got alot to say.but i need the toilet first.
Michelle called at
2:19 PM
August 16, 2003
tsk.major changes.4 people broke down.madness
its collapsing.the fight would soon begin.n they will be the victims while the warriors just combat tactlessly.
Michelle called at
10:47 PM
suddenly had an idea when in the bathroom.i always think of weird things when bathing.haha.
yep.here it goes: wicked/evil/bad men lives longer than the righteous because they are given extra time to receive their salvation aka repent.haha.not sure if its biblical since i aint that well versed in the Word yet.gotta buck up =)
anyway.just wanna post pastor's lame maths questions.haha.ask me if you wan the answer.=)
1.prove sin x=6n
cant post the other one cos its in fraction.but they are all crap.haha.pastor's questions thats why.tsk.
Michelle called at
9:44 PM
today was a queer day.haha.rained a lot today.my poor plant is being drowned to death.there goes 5 marks off my bio test.tsk.
the a maths paper today was freaking difficult.sally said it was simple.smart la smart la.i wanted to give up after like 2 questions lor.haha.it finished quite early and there was such a long break before cellgroup starts.so i went hanging around plaza sing n ikea.went to check out some prices at music plaza aka yamaha.quite ex.and the cheaper ones' sound quite gross.haha.the best is the u5.but its like 11000+.madness.actually the silent pianos quite nice n cheap too.6000+ only.5000 bucks less than what i thought it was.haha.spotlight is opened too.mad crowd there.i love walking around spotlight.but not in the midst of such insane atmosphere.sheesh!typical singaporeans.there were lots of angmohs too.esp at the cashiers n stuff like that.maybe they came all the way from australia (actually not that far wad.just a body of water.haha.) to supervise the new outlet.haha.
i love ikea.the stuff r all so cute.i esp like their showrooms.haha.nice n cosy designs.haha.i wanna move house.argh.i dont see any angmohs there though.maybe the business is steady enough to be left in the hands of the locals.haha.
theres tis new boy in cellgroup from the children's church.heard he knows like 5 languages.haha.but hes quite young la.12 years only.and he is in sec 2.so unfair.haha.must be another smart aleck.sheesh.but hes quite quiet.kinda hard to talk to him.but i will still try.=)
message was good.but a bit rushed.mayb cos we started late n the testimonies took a long time.haha.everyone are getting so blessed!heehee.pastor was giving me a chance to pray.but i kinda missed it.haha.but nevermind.im sure i'll get another chance soon.haha.
it poured again after cellgroup.dear maxim n boon kiat n daniel were all making fun at my belt.this time its not like zhenyi's where its super tight.they were all trying my belt and saying that im so fat that they all can wear.how irritating.oh ya.stupid cheuk ying tore her ligament.haha.injured again.cos of her injury i strolled in the super heavy rain with her to the bus stop while everyone else looked out from the shelter.how sad.haha.but shes quite poor thing la.
went back with boon kiat since we stayed quite closed.but quite sad.haha.din talk much throughout the whole journey.not like we were supposed to haf a lot to chat bout la.but both of us r usually the one who jokes alot around wad.how come suddenly so quiet ah?haha.nevermind.
i must do my prayer soon.im gonna be a prayer warrior.gotta read the bible too!=)
father i confess Your power, Your Word and Your will.Let me be victorious and shine for you in the dark world out there
Michelle called at
8:03 PM
i feel quite freaked out.had a pretty scary nightmare.might be bcause of the show "running man" last nite.i saw myself running and trying to escape from this person/thing/whatsoever who is having a machine gun or some superpower weapon.so i was just running and running up n down this whole flight of stairs n escaping to the various escape doors.worse still i saw lotsa ij girls along the way and i turn away the moment i see some of them lying lifeless on the floor.some even had blood streaming down their body.so scary.thank goodness i didnt see anyone familiar on the way.or maybe i saw but forgot.but its stil so scary
i reminded me so badly of church persecution.i suddenly thought of it when recalling bout the dream in the bathroom.it so resembled the underground church game we played in the church camp 2 years back.fond memories?haha.
maybe it wud b like that during the 3and1/2 years of trials and persecutions.sheesh.i have really bad stamina and cant run so much.i better jog more often (wait.i havent even started jogging for a long time) to build it up to defend myself.
father.give me the strength to deter these dreams.let it not be a stumbling block to my faith.amen.
Michelle called at
7:36 AM
August 15, 2003
i feel irritated.my prayer was interrupted.argh.i was worshipping halfway n my aunt n my cousin just barged into the room.of course its not their fault since i didnt lock the door n it isnt exactly my room.but where else in this tiny little house can i shout n pray n worship out loud?sheesh.
father bless me with a bigger house that i may find space to truly worship you out loud.
Michelle called at
8:26 PM
i feel irritated.i wanna bring my fone to school.dad!write a letter for me!as if he reads my blog.sheesh.
so much happened today.had physics pract.it was so simple.i finished the first half like in 15 mins.so weird.the last test was so diff n tis is so easy.weirdos.oh ya.i feel so cheated.the 4/2 gers hu had their orals yesterdae prepared their conversation beforehand cos they read the question.argh.feel so shortchanged.but heck la.
went to the bandroom to wait for my sister.so embarassing.i opened the door n i see the whole bunch of pro banders staring at me.felt so paiseh n intimidated.im a proud member of the anti band club n im disgracing them.argh.my reputation feels hurt.sheseh.
miss.sigh.
Michelle called at
7:46 PM
August 14, 2003
yawn.im supposed to b in bed.couldnt pray properly.only did 10 mins.argh.had to stuck my fingers into my ears to concentrate cos the tv n radio n everything were so loud.sux.there isnt even a quiet spot in this house.this sux.in my future home i shall haf a sound proof room where i can pray n shout as loud as i want.haha.thats cool.
had dinner at europa with dad n mum n evan n these 2 uncles.one of them r really knowledgable.im quite impressed with him.considering that he is my dad's fren.actually 2/3 of my dad frens r impressive.that excludes my dad.he is no where near the standards of his frens.its mean.but thats the truth.truth often hurt.haha.
oh yes.had bs over at the church office with pastor.saw bro paul.haha.told to return to children church asap.that wud b possible only after Os.he mentioned that too though.bs was bout ministry.we r all gifted in a separate way people.so dont believe that you cant serve.
hung around suntec n citylink mall n raffles city n centrepoint n cine after that.saw so many cool things that i wanna buy.so tempting.haha.im gonna save up big time to go shopping.yay!haha.madness.
had so much to say.but i always forget when blogging.forget it.
Michelle called at
10:19 PM
August 13, 2003
just bathed.felt so cooling.esp since it poured like cats n dogs today.sheesh.a good change to all the heatwaves.
haha.i so need to improve my english.i have been failing so many things.sux.
i kinda forced things out of royce yesterdae nite.actually not much of force la.he kinda willing spill it all out.haha.but nevermind.haha.
yay.bs with pastor tomorrow afternoon.actually supposed to b today but i wud haf to give up bio pract for it too.haha.so luckili its switch to tomorrow.
oh well.i better mug soon.
Michelle called at
7:03 PM
August 12, 2003
hadnt prayed for so long in such a long time.haha.now i truly understood how people can pray for like hours without feeling tired.it just seemed so short.so fast.so soon.i guess its really the presence of god that matters.
Michelle called at
8:28 PM
im so smelly now.tons of carbon dioxide n sulphur dioxide and stuff like that are being released in the atmosphere as people starts to burn loads of hell money probably to celebrate (is this the right word) the end of the hungry ghost festival.haha.
oh well.had orals.dam sad.the picture was so difficult.everyone was complaining.crapped lotsa stuff cos i really couldnt think of anything to say.haha.oh well.
went on a princess diaries marathon.haha.not good.didnt study at all.argh.
Michelle called at
6:07 PM
August 11, 2003
im so tired.n hungry.cant eat until at least 1/2 an hour later.sigh.felt so much temptation today.thats why i hid in the study hall (ya rite!its just a disgusting room that looked gross).but couldnt avoid the lunch hit cos xu dragged me to go with her for lunch.esp since im the only pathetic soul in the class going for afternoon study with her.xinying was apparently super hungry as she wolfed down her plate of fried rice and polished off 2 slices of garlic bread dipped in fishball noodle soup.say yuck to that.
today's afternoon study was terrible for me.couldnt concentrate.skipped from physics to geog to bio.not productive at all.lots of interruptions as the orals people rushed into the empty class (except for me n xu as the wallpaper) and yakked+complained+grumbled bout their oral examiner.seems like the examiners are rather rude.prompting them when they had not finished their description or conversation.tsk.
just ticked my sis off for using vulgarities.particularly that f word.was walking home just now and wondered why people must keep using vulgarities.i admit i was worldly and used vulgarities as often as i say "er" (i do that very frequently.jillian will agree to that).but most of my frens who uses vulgarities are christians too.catholics also of course.don't tell me they never learned them in the bible?mayb i should start shining and start correcting them whenever they sae the wrong word.
Michelle called at
6:18 PM
August 10, 2003
discovered a really funny secret today.haha.
evan n jo are such losers.they r so scared of lizards that they screamed all the way from the dining table to the room which by the way was like 18 steps.haha.i think jo ran to just get away from dinner.haha.
Michelle called at
9:06 PM
haha.i learned how to light the lighter today *applauds*
its embarassing k!!haha.the whole world was like showing off that they could light the lighter when the lighter belonged to me.even audrey who never knew how to light could do it on the first time.sheesh!haha.that stupid sean n fengkai n louisa n audrey were all laughing like mad when i couldnt do it.argh.so paiseh!
oh.come.i shall describe the nice present i got for chin li whose bdae was celebrated today.haha.i gave him my fabric of the nation cloth where i unpicked all the sequins and added a cute heart at the corner and decorated with some words.quite proud of it.mauahaha.yars.that is kinda cheapo so lengkie got a book on spirit led life (or something like that) for him too.but i told lk to get a book on manhood lor.tsk.
haha.today's message was good.we learned a new song called "still" from the "hope" cd.so nice!!!arh!!
haha.rushed off to chijmes after fellowship.waited like an idiot for dear perlynn who left the house late cos she doesnt wanna look like an idiot hanging around raffles place.haha.stupid ger.
Michelle called at
6:24 PM
August 9, 2003
better make this quick.i only haf 5 mins online.must start mugging at 6.haha.
left home early for cell.but it started so late.yars.we had a really humongous group.hadnt had anithing that big since the last sungrove meeting.haha.feel so inspired to really start the ij revival.we must b obedient and do god's will (amen!).haha.oh well.
Michelle called at
6:01 PM
August 8, 2003
had a pretty fun yet tiring dae today.got treated by the juniors at pastamania (it was supposed to b fish n co aileen!)haha.somehow got tricked there.im so stupid.argh.oh.we met mr sim (the clarinet one) there.haha.mi n mal thot they purposely dated him there.anyway one of his fellow clarinetist was the finalist in the star search.haha.keni was going to mad over him.
just a sidetrack.i kinda just (only 3 secs ago) scared my cousin.he was doing a retarded thing outside my door,which happened to be opened since my maid is mopping the floor.haha.i was staring at him from the corner of my eye n he ran the moment he caught it.haha.so farnee.
aniwae.back to that guy.yars.keni was just drooling all over him.haha.made lotsa farnee jokes bout them.they actually wanted to follow the group (inclusive of that guy) all the way up to yamaha.haha.so farnee.
went to take studio photos at cine after that.the flashes were super strong.we screamed after each shot.haha.we made so much noise im sure that gay guy (amelia or aileen, either one, said he looked gay) was so pissed off.haha.he made us do lotsa retarded poses that turned out nice.haha.the fotos are really cool.but its a rip off.paid 65 cows for 10 3r pix and have to pay a lot extra for reprinting.haha.they r smart not to sell the negatives.sheesh.
we went to take neoprints after the studio during the hour break while the fotos were being developed.but the queue for the cinderella was so freaking long.this idiot group purposely took twice on their turn and wasted our time.we were so tired after taking.but the pix turned out nice.cos im in it!haha.yars yars.no nid to roll your eyes.they might get stuck up there.haha.
aniwae.we saw lotsa people in town.haha.there was mr sim with lotsa people in the group flirting with him (eg.mingli januari).then i saw joel at cine..the one that used to b in my chinese tuition.haha.he was with a ger but not very chio.haha.after that saw paulus at heeren.doubt he noes me cos hes in n175.yars.saw him quite frequently in church n cheered 4 him during the extreme sports b4.haha.den there was mal cousin.of course i didnt noe her personally.but she resembled mal's sis so much.probably except the hair.haha.met xu n fe too.they said we look so pro band with the section.we are not pro band k???argh.
haha.but it was fun la.at least out.
my parents n sis-es are at europa having jap food.argh.i should have given them a call first.den i wont b home alone.but i can mug.if i wan to of course.haha.
Michelle called at
7:18 PM
August 5, 2003
havent blogged for a real long time.comp was down until just now.finally got a new mouse now.haha.the cat cant chase it anymore since it doesnt haf the ball!*lame*
oh well.lotsa things happened.great cellgroup.great service.sobbed and bawled like mad.you wont believe how great the meetings were.haha.exciting!can you imagine that its going to be like that every week of the month!man!cant wait for next cellgroup.haha
anyway.i doubt i haf blogged bout that exciting friday.haha.it was dam stupid.there was like an explosion in the class.selvam walked out of class.xu n jas n me think she staged it.we actually bought flowers to pacify her.of course thats after mr tan's talk.which was today.yah.after she staged that walk out..mr wijaya (the relief form teacher cum maths teacher) gave us a whole big talk bout our arrogance and questioning of authority when he realised that we chased our chem teacher away over a stupid duster (thats totally not true.all 4/1 gers will so agree with me.sheesh).oh well.ms yip also gave us a long talk.it was the worst day of my sec 4 life..i think.sheesh
well.today wasnt any better.it wasnt for school la.i was trapped (aint really an appropriate word but heck) outside of my house for 1 n a half hours!can u believe it??its dam sad.my dad presumably said he wud b back in 15mins to open the door for me but he didnt keep his word.i cried after the last call when he said he will be arriving soon..in another 15mins.argh.i agree im supposedly strong.but i just felt so betrayed!the sky was getting so dark and the wind was stirring.i could haf gotten blown away by the wind n he wont haf realised (thats quite impossible cos im too heavy.but anyway.).argh.i was so irritated.but at least its over.i didnt get blown away.sheesh.
Michelle called at
10:16 PM
August 1, 2003
is this going to work?i wrote one just now but i refused to get published.anyway im at the library with horrible cramps now.argh.couldnt find ANY princess diaries book here.so irritating.they are just too hot.cant buy it either since i forgot my wallet.that sux.hope my wallet is not lost though.it has money for the rest of the week.for the three of us.sux.i hate cramps.argh.
Michelle called at
3:13 PM
argh.im at the library now.with cramps hurting like mad.cant find the stupid princess diaries book and cant buy since i forgot my wallet.argh.irritating.i wanna read!