April 27, 2003
yay!im singing for choir starting from next week.so exciting.haha.i acted as if i didnt care 2dae..but i was so super excited lor!muahahaha.
did my bible memory verse thingy 2dae.couldnt remember everything..esp the phil 3:13-14 one..i tink thats the correct verse.haha.2daes sermon was super good.i was just right for me lor.i was actually crying during praise cos i was disturbed by something shaun told me.den the sermon on disappointment totally enlightened me!it was went "vooom" into my face.so zai!!!
haha.we had a little conference with boon kiet too.im so inspired by all the cores.i shall work on my spiritual life big time and have god's revelations too.i want more of HIM!!
okie.i shall watch my tv den do QT den sleep.die.didnt study chinese..i shall sleep later den..haha
stephen fung looks dam shuai.. ahhh!!!
-reveal-
Michelle called at
8:18 PM
April 26, 2003
haha.fun dae.so tiring.yet so refreshing.haha
went back to school for another normal school day.had another 2 periods of pe lessons.it was fun.i played badminton and my muscles are aching now.quite sad.im so unfit.haha.den we did some gardening.dug the plot of land to grow things.i was so dirty during recess.luckili i washed my face with the cleanser.
den i rushed from school to clementi on 156.met joseph and chatted all the way there.didnt noe i actually impacted his life so much.haha.i only said some things that i cant even remember and it really changed his life.haha.so honoured.
aniwae. cellgroup was great.screamed so much that im having a sore throat now.haha.the games were so farnee.the forfeits too.didnt noe pey yann was that spontaneous.he actually did the 3 poses for "cleo mag".haha.freaking farnee.kenneth's baywatch run was cute too.haha.it was such a great dae..
aniwae..i gotta go call up the new frens under me =)
-rosemarynpris-
Michelle called at
9:53 PM
April 21, 2003
haha.i realised i always haf quite big intervals.getting lazier n lazier i guess.haha
yep.gave my 2nd bible study today.i tink im too systematic.just reading off from the paper.pastor said it was meant to last for bout 30mins but i tink i finished it in like less than 15mins.haha.so lousy of me.i tink i nid to ask christine how to give bs again.sheesh.
just had a few new people under me.how interesting.hohoho.i gotta work well on them!
fasted today.actually still fasting.one more hour before i break fast!i wish time would fly faster..for now
Michelle called at
5:25 PM
April 18, 2003
em.long time since i wrote.wonder if anione reads this.haha.
i actually find myself quite fake.i seem to b adjusting to wad other people say to seek their attention.mayb im just like tt-attention seeker with a low self esteem.sheesh.
is so difficult to get the frens.called shimin and had to pester her.havent called yilin.im scared of rejections.i dont even dare call up tiff and ask her.i forwarded her chris' message bout memorizing the bible verses and she replied with a 'crazy'.i was like..what the?
freak man.y is everyone so "closed"?didnt pastor sae everyone r more open these days?wad happeend to the openness??
-come-
Michelle called at
12:05 AM
April 12, 2003
em.feel really bad todae.mum gave us 30 bucks before she left for kl.i took all $30 and spent $20 on the bdae prezzie.sheesh.wonder when would the cellgroup be able to return me my money...
aniwae.i shopped so long for the prezzie..and not like its superb.quite irritated with wad i got.i got such bad sense of estimation.haha.aniwae,cellgroup was good.the message was super inspiring.we must breakforth into a revolution.we must bring change to the world!yay!we will take ij by storm!
haha.okie.might b going for marche lunch/dinner.either one.i hope its lunch..den probably can go for choir practice at nite.but i doubt daddy wud allow if hes back in town by then.freak!
loads of hw left..hard to hit the 40 hrs barrier.sheesh.
i suddenly feel like learning tennis.haha.negative influence frm pau n jo.this certainly isnt good.haha.but its quite tempting.just that i realised i cant afford any more time if i wanna slack like usual.haha.
cant believe i played sims until so late.haha.that game is just too addictive.cant help it.
oh aniwae.i came up with something philosophical..even more philosophical than yours pauline.i realised theres no such thing as cant help it.you are actually given a choice of whether you wan something to happen or not.if u wan it to happen so desperately..u wud do all that you can to fulfil your desire.cool huh?from a smart brain like moi's!hahahahaha
okie.im getting mad i can tell.well.shall go to sleep..or mayb i would wana obey my thoughts of attempting to stay till 7..but wad would i do in the meantime den..aiyah.just lie of the bed and see if i would fall asleep
-revival-
Michelle called at
3:11 AM
April 9, 2003
freak!wads wrong with me?y am i so irresponsible.no wonder im not growing..no wonder this no wonder that.freak!im so angry with myself now.its something i haf been reminding myself the whole day and yet i forgot.wads wrong wads wrong.its my fault that jeraldine isnt grow..tt tiffany isnt aniwhere near regular.im pissed off with myself.i wanna kill myself.
Michelle called at
10:56 PM
April 7, 2003
heehee.the beginning of the week of another slack week.yay.wait a minute..im supposed to mug 40 hours right?haha.
well..didnt post anithing last night.i tink i didnt even come online last night..mayb i did but i forgot.haha.
oh well.i felt quite bad the whole day yesterdae.sheesh.i shant elaborate on that.anyway.i went for choir audition.haha.i think i did quite well in the group part..but i suck big time at the pitching.embarrassing!haha.it rained big time too..mi n zhenyi got splashed by this car that drove past.yucks.so gross.i had to go for dinner without bathing too.jo brought my clothes for me.haha.i kinda escaped a big scolding.
oh.talked quite a lot in the night oso.was talking to daniel den suddenly joined darryl,lengkian,emme,daniel and shaun for conference call.my dad scolded me so i had to put down halfway.so sad.i wanted to join back at 1+ but shaun had to end it..so too bad.haha
i finished my bio hw!luckily there isnt any additional hw for the sciences.if not i would kill myself 3 times.i wonder how would i do that too.haha.
oh well.shall continue to mug hard!
-muggeroftheweek-
Michelle called at
11:31 PM
April 5, 2003
man.this is the few times im writing with so much joy!this undescribable joy is just so wonderful!woah hoh!
aniwaes.school is suspensed for another week.definitely not good.but i can go shopping.haha.i wanna pierce my ears.how exciting.
did a rare job of calling my people personally.its been ages since i did it.time to get on track again!haha.but sadly,only one person picked up my call.the rest might be having dinner out with parents or something like that.oh well,shall get back to them at like 945 instead.
well.shall continue to keep talking to the unknowns in my contact list and try to invite them to church!long time since i reached out too!
-backontrack-
Michelle called at
9:30 PM
April 4, 2003
em.shall keep this freaking short.no time liao.
went to sarah's house for cellgroup.haha.the message was just in time for season.i tink the best part was fellowship.i tink it was in that period that i really got knocked out of my old self.i feel as if i regained my senses.
i started to read the bible and pray again.i feel great!
gotta reach out to people for church!watch out everyone!
-easter-
Michelle called at
11:57 PM
April 1, 2003
haha.i tink im gettin quite bored of the blog too.haha.
so tired.skipped piano lessons again.how ah.exam sure die.n must pay so much summore.sheesh.
more people died from sars.
-die-